mood yg xbrp ok

Hai semua.. Still raya kan?tapi tahun ni sy xde pegi openhouse pun.. Mood xbrp ok skrg.sian my blog.mood xok baru ingat nak ingat kan? Entry xde motif lagi.huhu.. Neway,tahun ni raya yang paling ntah pape. Raya khamis so selasa amek cuti dah.smpi kul 10 lbh. Wat kje2 then jumpe si dia tuk cari brg2 jap he. Pastu bz kt umah smpi mlm raya ntah wat pe xingat dah..=_= Pagi raya xpegi solat raya pun.duk umah je.haishh.. Then dah tgh hri g umah sedare dkt2 smpi ptg. Raya kedua duk umah smpi ptg sbb xjd kuar dgn die.. Ptg kuar mkn cendol dgn dia.dah tu je. Pagi raya ketiga dah menggila pegi kelantan plak..T____T dah habis sume planning raya ku.. Kul 6.30pgi hari selasa bru sampai umah sewa then kul 8dah msuk.kje.. Mmg keja giler.. Dah tu je raya tahun ni.plan nk jalan dgn si dia lesap trus. Pasni xtau la akan jumpe lg ke x since kami dah begini..haishhh.. Sorry bestie sbb skrg sy mmg tgh sedih sgt2. Dah try senyum n happy mcm awk nak tpi..temporary je blh.so sorry..:-(:-( Sorry jugak dkt si dia 4everything...take care..

Just give me a reason~

Hye3..
Now its Ramadhan again.time surely passed by so fast right?
Last year during ramadhan i was struggling so hard with my FYP. Now,i'm still struggling but with other things-works.
I never thought it'll be totally different from study time-even though i'm still learning lots and lots of things here..!!*phewww*
Whatever it is, keep fighting and may Allah ease everything..:)

owh..now just love this song.
Just give me a reason by Pink.

Right from the startYou were a thiefYou stole my heartAnd I your willing victimI let you see the parts of meThat weren't all that prettyAnd with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, ohThings you never say to me, oh, ohTell me that you've had enoughOf our love, our love

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsWe're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understandWhere all of this is coming fromI thought that we were fine(Oh, we had everything)Your head is running wild againMy dear we still have everythin'And it's all in your mind(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, ohYou used to lie so close to me, oh, ohThere's nothing more than empty sheetsBetween our love, our loveOh, our love, our love

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againI never stoppedYou're still written in the scars on my heartYou're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rustI'll fix it for usWe're collecting dustBut our love's enoughYou're holding it inYou're pouring a drinkNo nothing is as bad as it seemsWe'll come clean

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsThat we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsThat we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love againOh, we can learn to love againOh, oh, that we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

1st leave~~

last weekend went to parit buntar for kak shida's n abg akmal's wedding.. it was so fun and full of happiness..:) congrats dear may both of u stay happy together till the last breathe.. neway,today amek leave. actually last friday pun amek half day.then pegi umah tiero sume.. today supposedly going out with bestie or my brother. but suddenly both cancelled already. so here i am all alone at home with nothing to do..*sigh* just download few songs and keep playing them. totally bored..hurmm.. list of songs for now: 1. when i was your man-bruno mars 2. bukan dia tapi aku-judika 3. harus terpisah-cakra khan 4. setengah mati merindu-judika 5. rembau most wanted-w.a.r.i.s 6. light-ellie goulding 7. come and get it-selena gomez tetbe lupe lagu laen.hehe..tu jela wat mase ni.. ehh..lagu banyak sedih2 je kan.xdela sedih pe pn..saje dengar lagu2 ni..:)

losing us

Im so sad. I loose him already.i cant pretend to be his bestfren coz i have to accept it if he has some1 else. Now my bestie is far away from me too. everythng is hurting me. Ive seen us in my niece.it hurt me. B,i really need u. My bestie,take care there..

endlessly

All your songs keep playing in my head. Worst of all when i want to sleep,i heard your voice singing all those lullaby. But this time it only make my tears keep running down. It hurt.too much.. If only you can give me another chance..*sigh* Actually i want to post lyric of a song that he sang for me. Song which decribe his feeling when we were bestfriend. Endlessly-B4-4.. :'( i really miss u n need u.. This weekend i attend 2 weddings. It hurt me knowing i already loose u. Those dreams now is only me.alone..

update dri hp mmg skt ht

Sekarang update guna hp je.tu pun jarang on9. Pastu xpndi sgt gne hp ni.nak enter wat new line kat bwh pun xjadi2.haha.xpsal2 update dlm html je n korg bce pun dlm 1perenggan jek..:-p typo lg la.cursor ntah ke mane2.tensen seyh! Pape pn skrg tgh xsht. Mental n fizikal..truly.. Kali ni dugaan nye besar.hilang bestfren n boyfren sekaligus. Seksa gle rase.ntah ble2 tetbe dh nangis..haish..then keep terjge tgh mlm mcm bese kul 3 or 4 sbb dh t.bese tgu die blik.. Jgn 1mlm aku mamai t.jge trus col die sudah. Masak aku nnt.dh la dibenci.nnt bertambah2 plak dibenci sbb xsdr dri. Erk.mntk2 jgn la.walaupn rndu ni Allah je yg tau.sbrlah hati.,.

15march 2013

The end. Thats all.as simple as that my heart turned into pieces i.m truly sorry. There is nothing else i could say to u. Looks like happily ever after is totally beyond my reach after all.again. Memories remains eventhough its taking my life n my strength. I just praying u will be well without me anymore as i know u will. Take care love..

still after...

Still after 1month, unemployed. After few months, sometimes still remember. After years, i still missed both of them. After lots of things n time passed by, i dreamed about someone. Sadly,it make me hurt. Dear my ex-brother, i missed all ur kindness. Truly. But things will never be da same. I just hope we can still be an old friend 1 day. Or at least let me know the real reason, the reason for not even smile to each other, For not even say hi from distant. I missed our beautiful friendship. Dec 2006- July 2009...