unplanned~~

gwahhh...back to shah alam already...

tomorrow got reherseal for convo..

early in the morning..

ok..everyday have to get up early..eh...x2..pg td pegi tdo blik..:p



ok..skrg menumpang ehsan mereka2 sje..huhu..terima kaseh yg xt'hingga kpde mrka sume di rumah ini..


then selasa kuar..mau cri kasut...

sumenye unplanned.

byknye bnde dh lari.eh..mne de lari..lantak la..:p

oklah..mau tdo..bye2..

p/s:- lalink..gud luck exam..:) wish we can meet before ur flight..

selamat hari raya aidiladha

selamat hari raya aidiladha tuk semua..



skrg still kt pekan.my beloved hometown..(beloved ke?:p)



ok2 skrg mood tgh serabut..xbrp nk de mood..

pening ngan perkara2 yg xbrp nk pntg..*sigh*

kne jge hati semua.hati sendiri??

fine..dh la..

mls mau gdh2..

let it be..i wanna my life back..:



ape la yg bleh wat sye happy blik skrg ni eh?

entah..

sume pn same jek kot...

i need ur love back.

ntah nape rse i'm loosing u.
hopefully its not true..

k r..next time update..bye2..
take care everyone..

end of semester 3

yeay...!!

akhrnye dh hbs semester 3 ni dgn officially nye semlm..:D

well,semlm kami de prgm nutrition kt kg miku pabai,rembau..

haa..kalo cri kt google map,dpt unknown road..hehe..

kg ni ok la.org2 die sporting coz ktorg wat prgm pn simple2 je.jnji diorg happy n ktorg pn enjoy gak..

bg sye yg xpnh join event2 begini,sye rse best la jgk..

even last2 pdn mke sndri skt sensorg kt situ..oppss....kantoi plak..:p

hehe..xdela skt pe pn juz a bit gastric sbb xmkn..ngee...sebuk suh org mkn tp dri sndri xde selera smpi kne gastric..mmg gilos..



ok2..ttup cte tu.

disebbkn sye pye hp camera cm xsudi je nk bg pic yg cntk,so sye xtgkp gmbr la..huu..nnt2lh gmbr ktfb.tgu org2 tagged.

owh.ASB3F,sile tagged sye..!! hahaha..:p

ok.then pas hbs prgm blik SA ngan kple denyut2.trus tdo smpi dkt maghrib..hoho...



bgn2 g mndi,siap2 then kuar lg..:D

hehe..for my first time kuar mlm kt shah alam..i mean kuar smpi lbh kul 11 la..

grk dr sni kul 7.40pm cmtu.then tgu sume kmpl bru g Alam sentral..

oh3..i like tetbe sume jd minah rempit.ngeh3..(err..sye xbwk la..mntk ampn nk bwk...)

ktorg g tgk separuh akhr muzik2..

hohoho..

ske3 tgk stacy..*tetbe*

n dpt gmbr ngan Cat...die sgt baek..:D



skrg tgh kms2 brg..

owh3..mmg mcm pelarian la rini nk g KLCC..wuuu...thn jela jap g..>_<



err...sye mau drive juge tapiii..

skrg pn dh sgt ngntuk....dan dan...msti jam.hurmm..xde hrpn jek nk drive..huhuu...

tgk lh..ok lah.smpi sni je entry.ntah la ble dpt on9 lg..*sigh*

eh2..kalo kakak ade,broadband ade..ade chance lg..ngee...:p

n abg blik weekend ni..haa.mntk2 die bwk blik laptop n broadband...bwk lah blik plz.....

haha..ok.sewel suda..



daa dii duu...

eh..selamat hari raye aidiladha sume..





p/s:- lalink,sye rndoo kt kamu..adeh.ngade2 plak kn..:p nk jmpe kamoo before kamoo pegi sne..

komen plz~~

ok..blog ni dh leh komen blik..ngee..
mmg sewel rse ngan bnde2 ni.
tula,laen kli dh elok2 bleh komen jgn ngade2 nk ubah sane sini..
neway,thx my lalink..:)
for ur time dlm usaha m'jayakn m'betulkn blog ini..tq2..hehee..
syg kamoo sgt2...

i'm waiting

these past few days were my hard days..totally ok..
well after think about it all the night long until my brain totally exhausted.
n i almost get crazy last nite...(well,only peoples here know my condition last nite.sorry gurlz..)
until i can't pack my things coz my mind were somewhere else.
i loose my appetite..
till this moment.
i'm so tired...

so right now,i really want u to know.
its not that i dun trust u.u should always know i trust u since we're in school..
more than i trust others.
more than i trust myself...
but when u tell me about that,i was too shock with the fact.
its not that i can't accept it.
i can n i will dear.for you,im willing to accept everything.

maybe i dun know how to show how much i love u.
n ya i know it hard for me to praise u or anything..
but dun u know.i don't do that because i never do them for anyone..
n for u..seriously i never loved anyone else the way i love u.
i know it may be hard for u to see it but its true i love u so much.
BUT..
if u only can accept me as besfren,then i gonna have to accept it.
by hook or by crook.
coz i can't force u to love me..
so right now,i'm sorry coz i did say lots of wrong things to u.
for that,i'm deeply apologise to u..

i'll wait for ur answer.
in the mean time,plz do not switch off ur hp or your gtalk..
coz i'll keep being like before till u give me the answer..
n owh..i'm going back to my sister's house today.
so will be back here for a while tomorrow.
n gonna back to pahang on tuesday.

lalink,i'll texting u from time to time..its ok if u dun want to reply.
but plz3..do take care of urself well..
coz i dun want anything bad happen to u...

i'm out of my mind these past two days.so here,i would like to tell u that no matter what ur decision is,i'm gonna accept it.n as always,i'll always here for u.waiting for u n i promise we'll go through everything together.but as always,that is only u want me to be by side.if otherwise,i gonna have to understand it n of course with explaination..ok lalink?

p/s: u know what,i always love to hear ur explaination..always my lalink..:)

11/11

nice date right?
my final end today.
ya but didn't feel happy coz can't answer my paper..T_T

juz hoping i won't fail this paper..
ceeh...its only 35% lol.
so hoping i'll get at least B..
err..yg pntg bkn C lah..haishh..

neway.life must go on right..
so yup.i'm living with all those things.
maybe till the end...
end of my life.
craps..!! :p

so reminder for myself:- dun love someonewith all ur heart.coz in the end u'll cry badly juz to feel the peace again... ok jannah??

p/s:-tetbe jd emo.xde la emo.juz btul la pe kate hati ni dr dlu..my instinct never lie to me.its juz that..hmm..i'm gonna need some time to heal..healing process.adeh..dun like lorh.
n owh...i really fed up with my template nih.dun know how to appear the comment side.already allowed n everything.n everything is fine with me old blog.but this one,really dun know how..ok so no more private blog.pnt dh nk edit2..haishhh..

out of my life girl

having my calculus examination today.hoho..
n as expected i can't answered them..LOL..
even the simplest question i leave without answer.
silly me..!!>_<

ok.thats not the issue now.
the issue now,i really2 wanna say this right to her face.
OUT OF MY LIFE.i mean.OUR LIFE..
haha..i know its a bit.nope.its totally too much when i say OUR.
but plz lah..
can't u see we are together now?
so girl,STOP texting or calling my lalink like that.
u should know the limit.
dun make me see u or call u.
n ya.u dun know how crazy i can be ok..
dun make me do something crazy or u'll regret it..

huh?
i may sound like crazy girl.
but i can't stand the way u text him like that.
even me never say such things to him.
ya3..i know u had lots of good times with him before.
but it in the PAST...
now,i dun care.
coz we're together now.
so stop3 all the craps or i'll make u stop with tears..
dun let the devil inside me do my actions..lalalallaa...>:-P

ok.i know u can't read this.or maybe u did take my link from his blog before2 this.
so if u read this,stop it girl.
dun make me post this to fb.

k daa..
wanna take my bath.
anyway,thx lalink 4 da day...:)
n sorry coz i got emotional bout her today..i juz really can't stand on it.

p/s:-lalink,dun worry.i won't do anything with her pic.i juz hate it when u r the one who keep it..:p

night2

mlm ni ktorg tgk movie kt laptop..
cte pe?
nightmare at the elm street..
ok.i like the movie.
but i hate other things happen before,while n after we watch this movie..

ok.tgk cte ni kt bilik sye..(tp k.erah g stdy kt bilik as)
so de 4 org jela.mle2 nk tgk kt laptop k.sue.psg cd.
then bru start psg cd lmpu dh ttup.
tp sbb me n my roomate lpr,nk wat maggi.dlm glp tuh nk tuang air dlm bks.tp xnmpk sgt.
so what happen?
tercurah ats tgn sndri.greatss giler..sbb air bru je mendidih kn.hambik ko.
pedih gle kot.pas ltk ubt gg kt tgn,smbg tgk movie.

then tgh syok2 lyn cte ni..
dh tgk half an hour 2, sekli cd rosak lak.adusss..
tkr tgk kt laptop as which xpki cd tp xde subtitle..
fine.lyn jela.jnj phm la jgk kn..

then hbs tgk movie.dh happy2..
sekali angkt air dlm plastik t'tmph plak kt tepi loker..!!
OMG...
jd cinderella la ngan tgn sebelah melecur ni kn..sob3...sadis tul..

wuuwuuuu..dh la lmpu koridor dh 2hari xhdp..
mean lampu toilet sekli..dushh..t'baek la weh mlm ni..
T_T
skrg tgh menaip ngan tgn yg still b'colgate ni..haha..biru la plak tgn sndri kn...
comot btul rse dri sndri skrg.
nk btulkn rmbt pn ssh dh..haishh..redha je dh..

so hri ni pn dh bzr lg.
esok,nk kne stdy jgk..huk3..
kalo x,pe cte la final nnt kn..mau nangis guling2 dlm tu kalo xdpt jwb seyh..

ok dh..smpi sni je..
eyh..x2..td smpt belek2 folder gmbr my lalink dlm laptop.
bru perasan 1 bnde.gmbr yg sy duk ngadap hr2,yg kamoo pki bju wrne biru tua tu,sy yg bg bju tu kn?
gile pelupe weh..pastu check2 gmbr laen.rse btul la kot..
recall2 blik..yup2..
so far de 5 bju kn sy bg..haha..
nnt2 i'll buy u another 1.the pink 1..!!
giler lme cr xjmpe yg cntk lg.nnt dh jmpe,i'll gve it 2 u k dear?:)

ok.ni btul2 dh..ssh tul menaip ngan tgn cmni.
k.gudnite2 every1..:)
dun fall asleep or HE will come to kill you..!!hahaha..ok.suda gler

organic

1 more done..
hmm.but unfortunately i fall sick again today..
adoih...
can't think properly..
fine..
its done.so wanna try my best for next paper..

hmm.its calculus time.
ya3..i'm not in the mood actually..
*sigh*
hopefully my brain can work properly..
duuhhh..
guess have to struggle alone..hmm..dun like

out of mood

fine3..
for u its nothing.but for me yup its everything..
*sigh*
i hate this feeling ok.
especially when i can't focus on my stdy.

hmm.so what else to say?
juz let it be coz its done already..
u said i'm too sensitive.
ya.thats me.
still can't understand me eh?
if that thing doesn't happen right in front of my eyes,it should be fine.
but its totally in front of my eyes ok.
so plz dun do it again.
coz it'll hurt me badly..

*singing i don't wanna know song*

ok..
past is past..
but still it gonna hurt me no matter what.
hmm.i tried my best to get rid of this feeling.
unfortunately i can't.
*sigh*

lots more to go..
chaiyuk2 jannah..
n u too my lalink..