sakit pinggang

today hari yang sangat2 penat.

petang tadi exam last tuk sem ni..Instrumental Analysis.

hurm.honestly tak leh wat.

banyak sangat2 blank.

just harap lulus.

sem ni saya tak mintak banyak.lulus je.

then balik rehat2 jap,start kemas barang sket2.

sekali akak cakap nak amek pas maghrib esok.

adoih..kene setel sume malam ni la.tapi mood tarak.

then kul 12++ kami prank kak shida for her birthday.

happy birthday 24th dear...!!:)

prank punye prank,letih lari2 and everything.

oh.lupe.kami prank hatna jugak sebab besday die time cuti nanti.

tapi die langsung tak tau kitaorang nak kenakan die sekali.

memang die blur la tadi..

then nak kenakan kak sue plak.

even besday die dah lepas 5hb ritu.tapi kami langsung tak wat pape.

so tadi nak kenakan die sekali.

tup3 die perasan terus lari jauh2.

kitaorang tak puas hati automatik plan nak kenakan as.

besday die pun time cuti nanti.

so die langsung tak expect die akan kena.siap terdiam time kena baling tepung and telur..

kui3...tepung and telur makan diri sendiri..:p

as tukang beli tadi.tu yang die blur die kena..

lastly lepas lari dari as then kena ambush jugak dengan die,kitaorang dapat jugak kak sue.

hoho..memang banyak tepung die kena tadi..

eh.tajuk laen.haa..pas prank sume lepak2 hilang kan penat then kemas barang..

wallaweh..banyak giler barang.rase nak nangis tak tau camne nak angkut nanti

TTT__________TTT

siyes sekarang pinggang macam nak patah.belum lagi angkut pergi bawah and angkut naek umah sya yang kat tingkat 3 tuh..!!!

waaaa...need help..T__T

tak de jejaka2 yang baek hati dah wujud kat dunie ni?

ok.ayat memang nak mintak pelempang.

ok lah.mau tido.sangat letih.kul 9 or 10 nak angkat barang plak..

last paper for degree sem 5

tomorrow is the day.last paper for this semester.

ehh..not tomorrow la.today...!

wuuhuu..can't wait for it.

syg,i can't wait to meet with u.i have surprise for you deary..!!

*mcm budak sekolah.kureng asam punye angah.=_= tapi tak pe.kami awet muda..hua3..*

countings days..:)

p/s: lots more to go before that..chaiyuk2 jannah..!!

senyum balik..:)

sape bace entry before ni mesti akan rase nak tumbuk2 je saye kan?

sorry...:p

tapi betul la tadi sangat2 sedih and emo.the whole day kot.

dengan exam sume hancuss lebur.

rase nak nangis tapi coolkan hati.

sekali internet sewel die block blogspot..

tensen bertambah2.

pastu website laen pun sume kena blue coat sume tu la..

TT__TT

then post kt fb sal tuh.tetbe akak saye komen.

adoih..bale ni.kul 4 pagi dah la.

tetbe lagi sorg akak ipar komen plak..adoih...!!

bertambah bale.

terus tak nak reply.

then akak hantar mesej kat fb:

lewat adik tido..exam mcm mne?

waaaaa...terus rase nak mati.

terus rase nak terjun bangunan bagai...:'((

seriously exam sem ni sangat teruk.tapi bile family saye yang tanye,rase bersalah sangat2 sebab saye menghampakan diorang...:(

terus nangis.tak tau nak jawab ape kat akak.

then reply ni:

exam teruk.jangan tye..:(

pastu sambung nangis sorang2..pathetic giler rase diri ini..

then cool down semua..try bace2 notes jap.

then try bukak blog balik.bukak blog peej

baca entry die sal die pun sume xkena hari ni.sampai la die dapat call tu.

sekali shaheizy sam wehh..!!

terus excited bace dialog die balik.siap imagine nada and suare sam lagik..:D

terus senyum sorang2..

kuang3..giler xsenonoh perangai..tadi nangis sampai bengkak2 mate.

sekali baca blog tu je terus happy.

*macam diri sendri plak dapat cakap dengan sam..hahaa*

:P

xdela excited ape tapi cam bersyukur la benda simple pun dah wat saye senyum semula..:)

thanks ya Allah..

none can replace it

actually this entry supposed to be typed and post yesterday.but since i got paper this evening,so i only do it now.

this is totally a regretful entry.so please don't read if you can't understand what i'm dealing at the moments.

ermm.while i studied this morning (5am),

i realized 1 thing...

well, i might forgot to tell that i lose my memory card.

which contains hundred of pictures.(could be more than that)

that was on few weeks back.

so i just ignore it since i got almost all those picture in my laptop.

even few were not here anymore.

but this morning i realized i lose the only 1 picture i had with someone.

i mean the only picture of me and her.

i know some might say,it just a picture.

but,tell me if that the only picture of you and your late mum,what would you do??

yes.that the only picture we had together.

i still can remember the night i took it with her.

it was few years back when my brother gave her that hp.

i asked her to try the camera together.

so i just snap it once at that time.

she was very hard to take picture with anyone.unless you forced her to do it.

that picture i never post anywhere as she doesn't wear scarf at that time.

i only made it as her contact photo.

but the day she passed away,i remove it because my brother in law called me using her number that day.

i can't stare at the picture so i just removed it.

then i totally forgot about it.

forgot to copy it to my laptop.

forgot to copy it to my new memory card.

so it just gone.

i checked back all my pictures in my laptop.

each folder.row by row.picture by picture.

but there no more that picture.

:'(

i had thousand more pictures but none can ever replace that one picture.

EVER.

well, i supposed today was my  worst day.

after realizing about the picture,i can't study anymore.

plus few minutes before i realized it,i saw few pictures of someone in FB.

he's celebrating his bestfriend's besday.

no.i'm not jealous.not because of that.but it hurt me as i thought he's not in malaysia.

i thought he fly to UK to meet his brother.

infact,he's just here.in SA..!

he promised me to come and meet me.but its already new year bro.but don't even tried to contact me.

not even in FB..i guess you just forgot about me and your promises.

*sigh*

today i really can't control myself.i ditched here and there.

i even dropped my iron till it broke.

my bag scratched as i lean on the wall.

i almost fall while walking in the exam hall.

and yes.i can't even answered my exam paper.

literally.i can't.

i thought my past papers should be the worst.but i'm mistaken.

today is my disaster day.

*sigh*

i'm sorry for typing this entry.

sorry to anyone who read this.

and sorry for not being a strong girl at all..

:'(

p/s: should i cry again?i need someone now..

bapak and anak.eh??

tensen baca notes QA.

teringat pic ni.

macam bapak and anak kan?

eh...

x3..abang and adik jek..:p

*jaga hati si dia.hehe*

IMY so much

ok.tajuk pun dah tau kan.

ye.tetbe rindu giler kat die nih.

tula.hari2 die duk tye:

bile balik sini?

adoih..xrase nak meraung ke?

terpakse ok.terpakse duk sini..T__T
exam tak habis lagi la sayang.

tapi....

pas habis exam pun tak dapat balik jumpa kamu lagi..

tsk3..

tak tahu lagi bile dapat jumpa dating dengan kamu la..:(

eh.ni bukan pic die tido and saya menggedik nak tangkap gambar.

tak3..

ni pic yang tak jadi sebab die tak tahan hp tuh kuar lampu flash lame sangat.

eh.sebenarnya tak de la lame.tapi hp tu lambat snap.so si dia ingat dah habis.tu yang jadi camni..

=_= apehal saya explain panjang lebar nih??

just nak cakap :

I MISS YOU SO MUCH SAYANG..

nanti de rezeki and panjang umur saya balik jumpa kamu k?jangan sedih2 tau..

*sape yang sedih sekarang pun xtau la..=_=*

neway,tu baju couple kami.dah de letak kan dulu2.kot la..haha.

ok lah.bye2.

baru bace 1 bab dari 8 bab.hebat tak?

padahal tinggal hari je lagi.esok dah exam.

erk..ESOK??!!

*pengsan*

highschool?

its been 5 years since we all left higschool moments..

well,its life so what else to say.

everything just fun,lovely,memorable and of course the bad moments too..:p

dont lie.cause everyone would actually felt it at least once..!

ok.cepat la cakap ye.plz..:p

well,nothing again actually.

just read one of my friend in highschool's blog.

yup.last time we met was on 20 or 21st august 2010.

heh.i actually forgot the date.when i read her blog,then i realise it.

ya.around that two days because its my bestie birthday on that time..:)

erm.right now,still not in the mood to study.

aiyoo..all in my head right now is food..!!

especially choc..gulp..!

ok lah.bye.actually not in too good mood but not in bad either.just average~

cheese day

nothing much pon actually..:p

just hari ni pegi sunway piramid.

tujuan asal nak cari hadiah tuk kak shida.

then sebab lapar,kami menggila pergi pizza tetibe.

mood nak makan best2..hehe.

so amek pizza yg 3 layer cheese kot name die.

yang penting de cheese dekat crust tepi tuh.

sebab xpernah try.hehe.so hari ni tercapai hasrat..:D

amek ayam masala..

i was like in heaven dapat cheese banyak2..:D

suke giler makan tuh.even muak sket.tapi,i dont care..!

diorg amek nasi yang de mushroom and ayam kat atas tuh.

pun sedap.for me lah.

xtau la kalo sebab lapar sangat ke kan..hehe

pastu amek mushroom soup,pun seronok tabur cheese atas tuh.

haha..memang sewel sket saya ni kalo makan mushroom soup kat pizza hut.

memang akan pastikan setiap suapan sup tu covered with cheese..

ok.ini xelok tuk kesihatan.jangan wat selalu.

nanti leh dapat macam2 penyakit.

or paling cepat,muntah kat situ sebab muak..kikikii..

ok lah.2 je.boring nak study xde mood.

pastu menaip entry bosan ni.

pape pun,next time nak try chewy cheese ball ke ape ntah name die.yang kat KFC tuh.

kawan cakap sedap kalo makan time panas2 je.sebab rase cheese die melt dalam mulut.

gulp..!bestnye..!

ade sape2 nak belanja saya x?haha..:p

ok fine.bye..

chocolate

ok.everybody love chocolate.

so straight to the point.this is so old enough stories lah.

few days before new year..huhu

see the price and the net weight?

ya.thats the best price of chocolate i ever got.here.not in langkawi la kan.

if only the promotion are going to be all this year,i think i'm gonna buy 2 more of them.huhu.

need lots of chocolate now..

so depressed with my exam this semester.

totally out of mood.bye.

stereo hearts&need you

fall in love with this song and the video clip also..:))


another one





enjoy..:)

ok.got to back to my notes.few more hours to go..!!

GILE

malam tadi merepek sembang2 dengan my bestie.

then panggil die GILE..

haha..ye.saya memang jahat..:p

pastu petang tadi beb call cakap:

him: cube teka aku kat mane?

me: manalah aku tau GILE...!!

haha..so saya fair and square kan..

due2 besties saya panggil gile..:p

baek kan saya?hua3..

sorry both besties..ngee..

jangan marah ye..

smile please...!:)

erk..kenapa end up menaip entry ini??banyak lagi nak kena study...waaa..!!

got to go..

neway,good luck my bestie..!

wisdom tooth 2

ok.its getting worst.

i'm soooo hungry but i cant eat..!!

its worse than do not have money to buy food..

:'(

i feel like screaming but..

how can i scream as i can't even open my mouth bigger than 2 finger's width??

*eh..width lebar kan??confuse tetbe*

TT___TT

i want foods.

i want rice.

i want3...

ok.lets not think about food..huhu..

lets sleep so that i can forget about all those delicious foods..hopefully

wisdom tooth

wisdom tooth.

why you do this to me in such a crucial time?

i want to study for my final.

but i end up keep rubbing my cheek again and again

then,

fall asleep...

TT___TT

you give me this fever and all that aches on my body too...

great.

:(

i wanna be at home right now..

edited: bile bangun tido baru sedar salah letak word.it should be tooth.bukan teeth..silly me...=_=

innalillah 2

sambungan dari entry semalam.update pasal adik die yang accident tu.

petang tadi baru dapat contact balik since ummi die baru datang hospital bawak hp die.

si dia cakap angah tengah tunggu nak kena operate.masuk besi.

tapi tak tau lagi bile.maybe lambat lagi la..

i thought kaki yang patah.

rupenya tulang peha yang patah..T__T

sakitnya la..huk3..

terbayang plak kalo diri sendiri yang kena..

oohhh...tidak...!!!

anyway,saya haraf semuanya berjalan lancar dan adik die cepat sembuh.

amin3..

ok lah.mau wat ape2 yg patut..first paper dah dekat..wuu..

FYP plak baru tahu DR tak bagi tajuk.just die letak scope je..

hurmmm..nanti pas exam la fikir..ok.pemalas memang camni..=_=

innalillah

just got the news.

my schoolmate n also my college mate here.

full news, read HERE

innalillah...

al-fatihah and takziah for them.

and this morning, i got call that my boyfriend's brother just had an accident.

:(

her girlfriend call me with tears asking me to call his family..

right now he's still in hospital.

i don't know the details yet. but he already conscious.

that make me a bit relieve..

may he get well soon..

aminn..

p/s: mood sgt terganggu dah..:(

Zaoshang Hao 2012

zaoshang hao..!

good morning..!

ohaiyao..!

selamat pagi kepada 2012..:)

oppps..looks like i started my new year without sleeping yet..hehe..

if not, i'm not gonna wake up at this time..:p bad me..!

anyway,welcome 2012...

tahun2 sebelum ni pun saya tak celebrate new year.

just selalu reminder bunyi pukul 12am sebab nak wish birthday kakak..

ya.saya tak pandai buat ucapan2 lebih2.

kalo new year pun just cakap 'happy new year'

i mean,saya tak biasa wat ucapan macam

"moga tahun ini akan bla3...."

tak pandai la...even wish birthday kakak tadi pun just mesej die

"happy birthday kakak"

tu je..

pastu kawan mesej 'selamat tahun baru'

pun saya reply "selamat tahun baru juga"

tapi akhir2 ni ramai yang wat ucapan macam

'2012 please be good to me'

saya rase cam best jugak..so nak cakap

2012,PLEASE3 BE GOOD TO ME IN EVERY SECONDS...!!

ehh..melampau tak mintak evey seconds??:p

hehee..

anyway,orang selalu berazam tuk tahun baru kan..

ermm...biar saya fikir pe azam saya tuk tahun ni..

eh..xmau post kat sini la..hahaha..:p malu

ape lagi ek..

owh,good luck to my friends,everyone and also myself for this final exam...!

chaiyuk2...!

errr..di saat semua kawan2 saya tengah pulun study,saya kan...

err....saya kan...

 duk habis kan anime...+_+

teruk betul perangai.

dah la carry mark semua cam siot je sem ni..test xcukup jari tangan nak kire berapa yg fail..T__T

ok3..citer pasal laen.

semalam pegi karoake n bowling dengan kawan2..

and saya beli jugak sony hazel tu..huhu..

tengah belajar guna slow2..hoho..

ok lah..wanna sleep.:p

see ya..:)

p/s: bila nak start study betul2 ni jannah??