Dreams

Last night i dreamed about her.
I was crying asking for forgiveness from her.
But in that dream she already gone.
But i did saw her smiling.

After a while i saw him.praying somewhere.
I'm so speechless.
Then i wake up.
Its 5.30am.

Then i realized, its Friday morning.

Al-fatihah to both of them..

Accident 130114

Last monday morning i had an accident.
well, not quite really accident la but still it made me trauma and trembling for a while.
At first, i checked my car, nothing happened to my car. So i'm so relieved.
But this morning only i realized my plate number already broke.. :(
It make me kindda sad since i can't replaced them yet.
Sorry my Mr Cdj.. :(
It just 1 month and i already make damaged to u..huhu..

Well, its not my fault at all during the accident so, i don't want to remember them.
But here it goes as a reminder for myself.

It took place at the roundabout. I were changing my lane from the inner lane to the outer one because i want to exit the roundabout.
As i changing lane, one car (myvi) went straight in front of me.( he/she from was entering the roundabout selfishly).
I was shocked and slowed  my car.
But the motorcycle behind me didn't see the myvi car coming so he braked and slightly moved to the left.
He hit the bumper of the myvi and fall right in front of my car.
I was totally speechless but luckily i hit the brake.
but i cannot see the guy at all.
he was already under my front car part..!
i was so panicked and don't know what to do.
few seconds passed but the guy still didn't stand up.
i was thinking did i broke any part of the guy or not?
few seconds later he slowly stood up and looked at me then i saw his mouth moving and his hand showed to the myvi car (which already gone by that time) angrily.
i don't know what to do when he tried to start his motorcycle but it didn't work.
then he dragged it to the roadside but due to so many cars there i cannot see him after that.
I hope he's fine although i did saw he walked improperly that moment.

p/s: so many works to do but i'm totally not in the mood..

3rd meeting

Today is my 3rd meeting here with my boss.
well, 2nd meeting i was 'kena' so badly la.
that time it was too bad to remember.
so this morning i was trembling when i step in the meeting room.
my hand went all cold like corpse..!
i'm so scared to present all those projects.

as i already knew their mood not so good today so i practice my words abit yesterday.
because last time i 'kena' so bad when i talk too much with honesty..=__=
silly me.
so today i talk few words only to protect myself.
i was the 3rd person to present.
for 2 people before me the boss just sit on the chair.
when its my turn, both boss come to the slide to see clearly..
=__=

luckily not much i 'kena' today.
so i'm a bit relieved..phewwww...
for now only.
starting next week i'm totally done.so many projects need to do research.
i'm starting to be dizzy.

anyway, the boss did mentioned about lower profit for 2013.
that just like giving us hint the bonus is totally affected too.. :|
i need them la..so much tau.but still i dont know if i will get it or not..huhuu.
praying for the best..! aamiin...:)