last few days,my bf did ask me for a permission.
which i was clearly stated that i don't allowed him if there's no third party with him.
but everything torned apart when he didn't do as i said.
i was down too much that night.
the morning,i made few calls to few frens.asking them about the real condition after i left the factory.
yes.i did got few shocked news which actually made my heart into pieces.again.
he broke the promise n he broke my trust.
then the other shocked news arrived.
i almost can't think at all.
i felt like screaming.
luckily my beloved friends n my besties keep supporting me.
advising me to think properly.
the best way to solve everything.
yes.they did convinced me to give up on him.
after a full day i thought about it carefully,i made decision.
this morning i called n discussed with him properly.
i was trying to be very patient n at the same time very diplomatic talk with him.
luckily i succeded.
i did the very best as i could.
to my own shock,i didn't even raised my voice tone for the whole conversation..
after considering everything,i decided to grant him a second chance.
y?
because i always seek for a second chance in every single mistake i've done.
so,y can't i grant him one?
but honestly,this time i won't put 100% trust in him like before.
yup.it reduced almost half actually.
but,we will see the next story when they meet back at work tomorrow...*wink*
i'm not an angel neither a saint.
so ya.i did lied about who's my witness for yesterday.
neway,thx 2 them for helping me to keep an eye on both of them while i'm still here.
things changed.i was hoping he'll kept his promise this time.
well,if he lied to me,i'm sure Allah SWT will reward him.as i said to him.don't play in swearing.especially when he put Allah's name together in his swear.
nope.its not my fault if anything bad happened coz,all i asked was a promise n honest answer.
i
didn't n never asked him to swear especially with Allah's name in it..
so,bear that in mind guy..!
ok.thats all.wanna sleep...bye2.sleep tite..
p/s: my fren did a prank for me.unfortunately i was totally in depressed mood which made me said few things which i should never did.but,i did tried to talk to u.u're the one avoiding me just now..=_=