REMINDER TO EVERYONE..!!

~This blog is all about my FEELINGS,my thought n everything i wanna say that come from my MIND or my HEART..N also everything happened in my life..so,its totally all CRAPS...!!don't proceed or u'll get very annoyed..TQ~~ ^_^V

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

new concept~~


starting from today blog neyh cume tmpt utk post2 happy or pntg2 jek..*pntg ke?*
hehee..
reasons?suda ade tmpt bru nk merepek merab
an seorg dri which bkn blog ini lh yg pstinye...:D
so nk tkr name dr e.m.o.g.i.r.l ke nja jannah lah..:)
sebab xmau emo2 sgt dh kt sni...hehee

sorry ye utk post2 yg emo2 selame neyh..
mybe la xsume entry happy kn..
tapi kalo nk ngamuk or sedih sensorg,blog neyh bkn lg mgsenye la..^_^

msti semua pn lega ney
h..hehe..
ok lah.sorry ye beloved blog.sy xkan dera awk lg..
dh de mangse baru...*tumbuh tanduk*
hahaa..

neway,mlm pas test hr sabtu ritu duk lepak
bilik k.kac.wat bende neyh..


haa...yg belah kanan tuh.
tau x tu ape?name die pyssla kot..lupe plak eja die..ahha
k.kac de beli bnde neyh ritu kt ikea.so mlm tuh tiero nk wat die.sye pn join jela sekali kn..hehe

so google2 pic die n try wat.
sye suke yg neyh.tapi kn sdh sbb bru je pki semlm dh pth due..tsk3.
eh..xnk sdh2.lupe plak..hehe..sorry..
msti korg pelik ni bntk pe kn?die sbnrnye bntuk ice-cream cone.
cone die tu la yg pth..

so kesimpulannye nnt ktorg nk beli sndri n nk wat byk2..hehe
tapiiiii...
sye juz nk wat bntuk bulat or segi empat je.sng.xde pth2 dh..
kalo pth nnt sdh plak kn..

sbnrnye de wat lg 1.smiley warne purlpe.ntah la pe hal ske sgt purple skrg..hehe
lupe plak nk tgkp gmbr.
n owh.bru ingt ritu gmbr time pki skirt kt as tuh dh amek.nnt lh sye ltk sni.dgn gmbr2 laen.
tu pn bile rjn nk cabut memory card dr hp la kn..
kalo mls,b'tahun lg la kot..:p

neway,td meeting sal trip.mmg cnfrm dh dpt.juz probs transport n penginapan dlu wat mse neyh..
pape pn,hrp2 sume setel since weekend neyh nk grak weyh..
pastu sye nangis sorg2 nk setelkn claim since dh xde assistant kn..
oklah.nnt sye update lg..:)

Monday, March 28, 2011

Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.
Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.
Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.
Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.
Andainya lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih mengangap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.
Andai lelaki tahu..
Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang bisa menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

-taken from someone note's in fb-

btul.andailah lelaki itu tahu kan?n hey.sye jmpe satu lg entry yg menarik.laen kli lh sye post.tu pn kalo tn empunya blog kasi..

ouchh..what a day..!

preserve 22/4
analytical 6/5
biochem 7/5
physic 10/5

tgk2.jadual final sye..cm harem.analytical yg satu2nye hrpn nk dpt A sem neyh ltk plak dgn biochem
physic yg plg 'disayangi' itu lg sekali dpt last day of final exam..
terima kaseh.dlu sbb ko ddk lastlah aku dpt c tahu?
grrr...*alasan*
pdhal mmg xske physic..haish..T__T
tapi atleast kne bersyukur xde 2paper satu hari.kalo x lg pgsan...


pastu2..trip pn tetbe banyakkkk plak probs...tensinye..
bru ingt nk bersuka ria.
next plan tuk next weekend pegi jmpe mereka.
sekali byk probs plak dh..haishh..
plz lh jgn begini..
sgt xske plan yg dh lme dibuat tetbe kne cancel or ubah..
grr....tensen ok..
kalo dh cnfrm trip neyh awl2 kn sng.xdela jd tertanye2 jadi ke pegi minggu neyh?
ke postpone minggu dpn??
haishh..

tgk..brp byk kali mengeluh suda..
T_____________T

dah la.nyampah ngan sume bnde.mau siapkn report n wat essay mandarin plak.
nk kne hafal lak tuh..
sabo jelah..

neway,duibuqi wo de liang ge gege he san ge jiejie.
wo bu zhidao le.
wo you si ge xiongi jiemei,hao ma?

tgk.sbb family rmai sgt t'pkse reka cerita psal family sndri.tetbe sye cme de sorg abg n dua org kakak saje...
ampunn...!!
sye xlarat nak pk ayat n cerita.nk hafal lg..wuuu...
kalo nk cte 10 org mau pngsans sye nk pk ayat n hafal..T_T
so sorry ye..plus gmbr rmi2 pn xde.
haish.ni pn nk kne ltk gmbr mak yg laen,gmbr adik beradik yg laenp pule kan..





Sunday, March 27, 2011

breakfast at McD


ok.quick updates.
td pg pegi breakfast kt mcD..
bkn sng nk bgn pg2 ahd pegi breakfast tahu..haha..
ok lah.tujuan utama pegi sebab de kwn bg neyh kt FB..


xnmpak?sile klik bg bsar..
xnampak lg?

klik link neyh..

tapi2..promotion sampai 31MARCH 2011 jek..!
so tgl 4 hr jek lg..cpt2..!
sorry la lmbt post.xsmpt la.
tau pn 3hr lpas..
syarat die beli la pape mkan rm5 then bg kupon neyh dpt la 2set BIG BREAKFAST tuh.
tapi set free neyh xde air.
so beli jela air smpi rm5 so dpt 2set free.
eyh.lupe.kalo bce kt website die kate bleh print BLACK n WHITE.tapii..
de certain2 outlet xterima.so,kalo nk selamat,sile print kaler cm kami..:D
okey lah.tu je..
selamat makan mcD..!:D

p/s: sye boring xdpt kaco kamu weekend neyh..haha..:p

Thursday, March 24, 2011

next week..!

12reports.
test physic.
oral test mandarin which kne kenalkn ahli keluarga.hafal..!xde krts okeyh..!!
maybe present past year.
draft report writing.
script mandarin


sabtu-isnin tgh hr,trip with mentor..T____T
Align Center
trip je bnde yg seronok.laen2,disaster thp nk mam.....

ok.sume org tlg jgn bg sye tgk movie or maen game.
on9 or in this lappy also.!
no..
cut them all..!
FB also..
err...blog also....T__________T

bye..zaijian..!

i think i need to stop it

haa..stop what?

ok.here goes the story..
long long time before i already did create my twitter account
but then that one juz for trying out lah.
then last few weeks,i create new one.
n ya i'm a noob.
the reason i stop using them before because i dun know how to search others..
T___T noob rite..

so this few days,when i'm bored with FB,i start using twitter again.
ya lor..i'm not having BB,iPhone or any other smartphone.
right now juz using my beloved mr lappy+mr bb..
so i dun update to much la kn.
but today,i was like happily chat with fren there.haha..
it was totally a lame when i post in FB i'm so NOOB using the twitter.

guess what,one of my fren asked to teach her.
erk..dear,i dun know the whole things lah.juz the basic things only.
sorry eh.u got to ask from someone else...

n haa..u know what,now only i know y people really love twit than other.
ya.its simple n fast..!
too fast actually..huu
so i'm a bit slower lh there..

but then,i still FB-ing.
n also BLOG-ing as well.
so hey...
where's the time to do works n study??T__T
see how lazy i am nowadays.
final exam is juz around the corner.
like what?3more weeks dude..!
plus 4days of study week only.
ya i repeat.4DAYS only...!!
grr...awesome right?
luckily i got only 4 final paper.
but...
here there goes lots of assignments..!
tests..!
n also crazy quizess....
greats..!

n hey..what am i still doing then?
blogging..ya.thats right..FB-ing also..
luckily not chatting also lah kan..
grrr...really need to stop but it juz too hard lah..
dun believe aaa?
how about this..

today when its already maghrib's azan i juz grabbed the mineral water n had 2-3 gulps while my eyes still on mr lappy.reading here n there..
n to the truth,i'm breaking my fast with the plain water only.
then after half n hour later only i left my mr lappy n went to bath,pray n later to eat.
all due to what?
twitt n FB...T__T
ya..i am guilty..
sobs3..

errr..WAN'AN...!!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

shut..!!

grrr..sgt mrh same dri sndri..
sgt sng hlg besfren sgt ssh nk dpt sorg kwn...T___T

well i used to say that i lose both my bestie at the same time..
tp sbnrnye ritu dh xrse sgt sbb..
sbb...
ntah la.time tu sgt pnt ngan hdp neyh kot..
tp ble tetbe dpt chat ngan die,rse sebak gle kot..
gdh2 sket(sket ke?) pastu sye pegi offline.
xmau ckp ngan die sbb dh nangis truk gilos...haishh

tp pastu die de hntr msj kt fb ckp:
sometimes,bile kte care sgt kt org tu kte kne lepaskn die sndri.

n de la lg kn..
tapiiii....
die hlg tbe2 kot..cm without notice or pape suddenly gone in a blink..
msti la sedih tahap xingt.nk2 mcm2 jd at the same time.
lgsg xtau nk pegi kt sape.
so bile cntc blik kjp tuh mmg perasaan b'cmpr baur gle.ske die reply my chat tp sdh gle sbb die wat cmtu ritu..
tapi die kate die bkn blah sbb sje2.de sbb yg xleh explain..

so hati neyh still cm xdpt terima kenyataan gak la die wat cmtuh.
mle2 ingt nk ok dh.
tapi bile die cakap:
selame neyh aku support ko,care sal ko,always there for u.teach u lots of things so knpe ko still cmni lg?knpe still xleh nk deal ngan probs sndri??

goshhh..tuhan je yg tau time tu.tu yg trus off9..sgt sedih kot
then dh ok sket bru msj die blik.ckp sorry for not being the person u want me to be...
*sigh*
ntah la..maybe btul kot,baek kte jgn rapat sgt ngan sum1 sbb nnt jd pape,luke tu sgt dlm n pedih smpi xtau cmne nk ubat blik.
maybe,its need for me to grow up a bit..hopefully la kn..
to be more independent..
tapi tahu x,end up sye sbnrnye nk wat kje giler jek.nk bkti kn sgt kot sye 'independent'.
*sigh*
kalo btul la sye wat kje giler tu yg mne tiero pn xnk approve,i'll call u right away okeyh.
telling u,i am being independent okeyh??
grr...emo lg..
maybe sbb tadi tau 1 berita yg xbrp nk best even dh expect tp xbrp nk sgke more than i expected pule kn.so mood pn jd xbrp nk btul..hmmm..

ok lah.mau bkk puasa..
sok de 2 quiz pule..adoih....

ade2 je mereka ini


even zurin ckp jgn rjn sgt update blog smpi keje xsiap,
still nk update jugak..:p
*jgn mrh ye aju.rini aku dh siap keje dh.hehe*

kn last saturday g karok sye pki bju kembang semangkuk tuh.
diorg suh pki sllu..
tidaklh syg2 sume.
rse dri ini sgt pelik sje..
bju tu beli sem lps.konon2 time diorg pujuk suh beli tuh nk pki time kuar dgn.......
tp since kami dh xde pape,so tiero pkse pki time kuar ritu
ok lah ye yunk.i ikut ckp u kali ni.
kali ni je tau..!laen kali xmau dh...*_*

tetbe hari ini lab pg btal so class start kul 2pm.
wah heaven jap
..hehe
so duk ngadap loker xtau nk pki pe g class,
tiero suh plak pki skirt..
adoih..skirt lme dh de.1st dip.
pnh pki 2 kali je.
sekali pki g KKB ngan aina,bebeh n raan.
lg sekli time dinner part 4.
n kali ke 3 adlh siang
td..

ceiit..mereka maen2 kn sye pule..
msuk DK jek diorg duk wuuuwuuu la pe la lgik bunyi laen...
sje je tau.kasi sye segan...:">
err..cmne nk wat smiley blushing neyh..haha
gediks la pule..:p

ni time dinner part 4

abaikn gmbr xjelas n muke sememeh sbb pnt lari sne sini arrange dinner hr tu..T_T
smpi t'tgl hp kt bilik so xde gmbr sgt.ni pn tmpg hp org laen.
sadis sggh.dinner sndri arrange tp xde gmbr..haishh..

ehh..nk ckp,tu la skirt tuh..merepek ke laen plak dh..
haa..td xde tgkp gmbr.mls lyn mereka2 yg ngade2 itu..:p

owh..ade 1 je gmbr tp kt as.dh la stop org kt at tgga semate-mate nk tgkp gmbr sbb sy pki skirt tuh..haha..lawak lh as neyh..
pastu td nk kuar class analytical si ecah:
wah3....pki kain..!
lg sorg sengal.cubit nnt bru tau..
mcm2 kn classmates sye neyh.nsb la sume gurlz.guys de 4 je kot.haha..

neway,tahu knpe mrka jd cmni?
sebab..
sye pegi class dr sem 1 diploma smpi skrg selalunye serabai giler2..!
maen pki je bju,jeans n tdg.
tibai je pe yg ade.mls nk pki elok2.
tp sem ni,ntah sewel semcm kdg2 pki cm nk g jln2..tu yg xhbs2 kne usik ngan diorg..
papepn,syg korg sume okeyh.
nnt sye pki pelik2 lg..ahhaa

err..tp nk suh beli skirt lg 1 pki hari2 xmgkn lh.hrp maaf.
x pn nk pki jubah,lg xmgkn..haha..
giler tahu.sye bkn bdk yg baek.so,xelok jd hipokrit..

ok.dh tu jek.nk kne tido.de org psan mnm air msak lbh sket n jgn tido lmbt sgt..hee..
baek bosh..!:)
wan'an..

p/s: sgt skt tekak.batuk memnjg plus selsema lg.tsk3..suare dh jd rock.bnci tahu.
err..lg 1 hrf 'V' kt lappy dh t'cabut.sadis.tkn pki jari smpi ke dlm je skrg..

Sunday, March 20, 2011

happy birthday yunk..!



today is tiero's birthday..
but dun know lh wanna celebrate or not.
can aa tiero?haha..:p

juz wanna wish u gud luck n all da best always in ur life.
may u get all ur dreams,success n happy always..
n of coz,dun u ever dare to forget me okeyh?i cubit2 pipi u nnt..hehe..
thx a lots for everything too yunk..:)

pg2 before explorace ritu.

nape sye ltk pic ni?sbb tiero ske sgt pic ni.die kate comey nye sye..!haha..gle pye pmpn tahu.
perasan sggh..:p
so kasi letak kt sni..hehe

ni gmbr time karok semlm.

*abaikn mke bdk t'lbh excited kt sebelah die tuh..=_=*

ok lah.nk nyanyi..
zhu ni shengri kuaile.
zhu ni shengri kuaile.
zhu ni xingfu wu zhijing
haoxiang songbai chang qing...

ni er shi er sui le..!!hehe


ehh..nnt suh ni de nan pengyou qing women kan dianying...!!ok?:D
n also may our frenship last forever..amin..
muaah3..syg u selalloo...


edited.0803pm
prank sama birthday gurlz..die jd bau susu tepung+telur..
giler tahu bdk2 ini prank org..hehe..last2 sye pn bau same ngan diorg sbb kne peluk ngan tiero gak..:p

girl's day out


hr neyh kuar jln2 ngan my gurlfrens n also my classmates..
main plan,karaoke..!!
ye..dh giler karok..

de tgkp few pic jek..
n besela.sume mke bdk gle gmbr neyh..haha..:p
layan kn ajelah dak sengal neyh ye..ngee

bdk budget pndi nyanyi..pdhal lgsg x..!!=_=!

overdosed excited..ahaha

ok dh pnt..lpas nyanyi byk2..

ktorg mle2 7 org je..amek 20 lagu.then tmbh lg sepuluh.time tgl lg 11lagu cmtu as dtg join.then tiero plak blik dh.so hbs sume lagu ktorg taram.smpi skt tekak yg amt..hahaa..
sye smpi xleh dgr suare sndri dh..T_T
mmg jd bdk sewel rini.ngan bju kmbg semangkuk tuh,sye jd t'blh hyper plak rini..sorry sape2 yg nmpk bdk pmpn t'lbh aktif neyh duk maen lari2 sne sni kt PAS tuh then nyanyi ikut suke jek smpi de mamat2 sengal ketuk2 pntu bilik kami..ahha..:p
mmg sye amt annoying rini..

owh.gmbr bwh neyh mmg xde keje.ni last week pye karok.since b'2 je ngan k.erah so agk bosan so maen2 tgkp pic..
haha..pmpn neyh mmg amt annoying..sorry..!!
posing lbh pdhal dh hbs dh lagu..:p

abaikn gmbr neyh..

p/s: kemalasan melande-lande..adoih la..how2??

Saturday, March 19, 2011

posing terbaik&menarik


xde keje.baru transfer gmbr dr hp tadi..
so ngade2 nk msuk contest neyh..:)



actually byk lg pic nk ltk tp mls nk check satu2..huu..so yg ni je la kot..
so nk tagged

ok dh siap..!:)
eh2.lupe..tarikh tutup 31th march 2011..check kt blog ernischa ye...

p/s: ye gmbr xsusun btul2 sbbnye malas n gne paint je..huu..sorry..

Friday, March 18, 2011

heroes

yes its friday..how i wish friday till sunday will be a lots more longer..hehe
crazy again..

hmm.starting from january i watched heroes series from season 1.
n now already at season 4..haha.
i know it a bit slow coz got too much things to do this semester.
but then i stuck at season 4 episode 6..y?
missing episode 7&8 n also 10 till 19..

there r season 5 with me but i dun like la suddenly jumped to another season..huu..
so right now i think i want to watch movies only since i got lots more waiting list..
but still my heart still with heroes..huuu
wanna watch them la..
i'm a bit forgetful about the flow actually.thats y i have to watch them in sequence..huhuu
even if i left the series for more than 3 days,then when i continue the next episode i was like:
'ehh..what happened before this eh?y bla n bla..'
paused the movie for a while..think2..
owh..ok2..i remembered..hehe

thats y lah i dun want to skip juz like that..so right now,bye2 heroes for a while.
n say hye to movies..ngee..:D

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Mala Gongyi Daxue

few stories today~~
1st my BEL test..
erm..basically its juz a test.wahh..berlagak..no2..
i means,it was a standard test where there's questions i can answer well n so on...
*n nope.as always i'm not in english.so..hmm.let it let be*

2nd its about my mandarin class.
well,the class started first then we were having the quiz.
then the lecture again.
since primary school,i was BARELY called up by the teachers.not even to answer the question.
n they always forgot my name..
owh.i'm not upset at all.i'm glad already..hua3..y?coz i dun have to answer their weird question or being called out loud IF i slept in the classes..
hahaha..there is no IF actually.i am a sleeper in the class..:D *wink2*

so today it was a RARE coincidence that laoshi gave the microphone to me to answer the question lah.
erk..ya.i really dun have any idea at that time actually.but then i was mistakenly stood my head to look at her for a second.n ya.the microphone right in front of my face...*gulp*
here it goes the question..*general knowledge..duhh*

'Mala Gongyi Daxue zai nali?'

me: err..mala..mala gongSI zai..
laoshi: *geleng2*
me: err..mala gongsi daxue zai ER qu..

duhh..it was all wrong lah..GONGYI.but i said GONGSI.
then it supposed to be YI qu..not ER qu..
y?because all these years i'm here i never knew that this UiTM shah alam is the 1st section..i always thought it situated on the section 2..
n ya..laoshi did mentioned it again n again in the class..
waa..i'm so embarrassed the whole class..
damn..even when i back to my room,n think bout it i was so damn shamed at myself..

grr...shame on u jannah..!
ok..then today i watched the famous 3idiots movie.
heyy..i got them a long time ago but didn't watch them as i forgot to take the subtitle file lorhh.
n i got them from my roomate n tonite i got the chance to watch it..
jintian wanshang wo kan 3idiots le..:D

y yup..lots of moral values that i can figures it out but still,i watched i knew but never know gonna implies any of it in my life?
y?like rancho's said: u're a coward..
haha..yes..i am.but i'm trying to change ok.even nobody see the progress but i knew my limit at one time..
i'm developing it.right inside me n i knew i took the longest ways ever than anyone did but it worth trying than nothing rite?:)

p/s: keep being positive..;) all liz well..haha..

tomorrow is thursday

yeah..!i'm so glad tomorrow is thursday already..:D
ya lorh..see my few last entry about the schedule?
its totally make me relief after 2 quizes cut off.
then tomorrow got no physic class..:D
n then no biochem lab..
heaven..
but still got my test tomorrow's morning n quiz in the evening..

n hey,i did talk too much already today..:p
thx 2 him lah kn..hehe..
n then i talked to 2 of my gurlfrens..
we're too excited already..
aiyoo..i really hope our plan will be juz fine..
afraid if anything occured at last minutes..!
plz my dear lecturers,don't do any replacement class,test or even quiz on that particular 2 weekends..!
coz i got bunch of plans already..

uhh..gotta have to keep praying from now lah..:p

err..today's mandarin test was like lite-lite.
i was too nervous lah to read the text out loud..
until my voice like a bit up n down in front of laoshi..huu
but thanks a lots to her for making our test n class lots more easier..

Liao laoshi,xiexie..!

wo qu shujiao le..hehe..wan'an...:p

p/s: sape2 tau mandarin,jgn mrh ye.sye ske2 je wat ayat..huu

p/s lagi: hmm.u always make me crazy lah.bout the trip u asked me to take,u already make me to consider it larhh.adoih..n if i say YES,remember its YOUR TREAT ok?:p

Monday, March 14, 2011

twink2

yeee....entry tadi tgh emo2 sbb sedih..
skrg?

hmm..skrg dh ok kot..
i mean xdela FULLY ok.tapi,boleyh lah..
life must go on rite?
*erk..ayt die lg..haishh*

oklah.papepn at this moments therapy diri dgn music.
yep3..music..!!:D
sume lagu nk psg dr td..headphone melekat je kt telinga dr td..ngeh3..
pastu boring2 maen on9 game.
boring lg kaco2 status2 kwn kt fb..:p
sorry syg2 sume..hehe..otak dh sewel kn..

erk..keje xsiap lg.tp dh mls gle..
wuhuu..hujan2 neyh mmg rse nk tido jek..
terima kaseh diri yg mmg hobby tido xkire mse n tmpt..T__T

eh3..slh.
:D :D
xmau sdh2 sgt la..xelok..*positive2*

well,this is another craps from me..!!ngee...
blogging is also my therapy..:)

got to go..wanna finish up a lil bit more n sleep..:D
the best part ever..!!

erk..wednesday,test n journal...banyaknye..!!
grrr...
grrrrrr..

errr...hehe..sewel lg..nimen,wan'an...

everyday is a struggle

ye.hari ni de test preserve.cm sye tls mlm td..
one word je.disaster..
dh jgn ckp sal test tuh lg.

then dpt good news sket quiz analytical 2-2 cancel this week.tkr next week.
(good news ke??)

then msuk class preserve ptg,dpt bad news plak.
mrkh test 1.
ye mmg truk.mmg lingkup gle.
actually kalo compare test 2 td ngan test 1,rsenye jwb test 1 ritu de la confident sket.tapi since test 1 pn lingkup,so phm2 jela.mmg test 2 ni lg hancuss giler.

ye.sye sgt down skrg.nak2 bile dpt mrkh tuh..
mmg rse cam,ya rabbi pe nk jd sem neyh??
1subjek pn xscore..sem lpas at least de la backup calc n organic tuk dpt a.
sem neyh??
rsenye xde 1 pn yg m'beri hrpn a.slp2 nk lulus pn ntah dpt ntah tidak...:(
ye.kalo awk bce neyh awk akn ckp: tu la.sape suh xstdy.....n pape je ayt kt blkg tuh.
sye tau mmg slh sye.
tapii...

*sigh*
tuhan je yg tau perasaan sye skrg neyh.
everyday is a struggle tahu?
nak kne senyum kt sume org sbb nnt lg byk soalan diorg tye.
then nk kne jg hati sume..smpi hati sndri neyh asyk skt sorg2..
probs bertimbun2..

family pn mcm2 hal lg.
ngan nk deal hilang 2 org bestie sekaligus.
mmg,hati neyh dh xlrt...skt.pnt.give up.
give up ngan hdp neyh.
dun know how to live with all this things.
i tried to make myself busy with works n movies each day.
but then in the middle of class,my mind still somewhere else.
i still cried alone.
each time i look at my hp,how i wish there'll be any good news.
juz once if enough.
but still,wish is juz a wish after all...:((

yes.i dun act like a matured girl.so what??
if u got any probs with that,then back off from my life.
each day i'm juz a loser.everyday...

p/s: sumpah sgt down..berkali-kali pujuk hati supaya lupekan semua kenangan tuh tapi hati n otak still saling menyakitkan satu sama laen.terima kaseh wahai diriku...!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

test n quizes

grrr..lots n lots of things lah this coming week..T__T

monday: test preserve+ quiz analytical
tuesday: lab report preserve+biochem
wednesday: journal physic+quiz analytical+test mandarin.
thursday: test BEL+quiz mandarin
friday: i'm dead already~~T_____T

huk3.the worst things now,i'm out of mood to start anything yet..urff...
can 'somebody' encourage me a bit.juz a bit..plz lah...
i need a wake up call..plz3...:'(

p/s: my schedule this weekend were sleep+movies/series+on9..gosshh..!!whats happening to me???

Friday, March 11, 2011

explorace post-mortem

haish..
tgk.starting entry dh mengeluh..cm bese pas event de post mortem.
tuk AJK n WAKIL part.since dh ckp wakil,so kami hntr seorg je la jd wakil..k.sue..
then meeting malam tuh b'jalan lh.
kami tau de la satu part senior yg xpuas hati sal kami mng.
ok.kami tau kami xlayak.n mmg xexpect lgsg pn kn.
tapiiii....yg xbestnye diorg ckp kami mng sbb bias since AJK pgrm t'msuk pengarah prgm adlh dr part kami..
what the....
haish..kami neyh sket pn xmntk nk mng..yela.dgn gdh nye n byk probs sume.ktorg mmg budget xdpt pape.
tapi kaloo dh menang jgk,sape xhappy kn?

mmg la logik xpuas hati.tapi,perlu ke smpi b'masam muke,xnk pndg mke lgsg n smpi mengamuk2 kt group??
logik x org yg lg SENIOR ngamuk xtentu pasal kat batch ktorg sal bnde neyh?
sumpah xphm..*geleng2 kple*
supposedly jd matang la since diorg dh lame kt sni kn.
n event tu pn tuk have fun.bkn nk bg gaduh cmni.even dgn ex-roomate yg dlu mmg rapat tetbe sbb hal neyh lgsg xnk pndg muke..

sye sgt sdh bile jd cmneyh.nk2 dipersalahkn n xhbs2 di pertikai kn.perlu ke wat perjumpaan face to face demi hal yg mcm ni?

hmm..sye doa sgt2 diorg sume neyh di lembutkan hati n bleh berfikir guna akal yg waras bkn mengikut perasaan..
tapi yg pasti batch kami yg jd AJK bleh kate hmpr sume tawar hati dh nk sokong pape event dr persatuan..
sorry to say,tapi ktorg dh tawar hati nk bg support mcm nk gile tuk persatuan ni dr sem lpas.
end up jd cmney kn..
papepn,past is past...hrp2 sume bnde setel la pasni..

ok lah.tu je.nk tido dh.sok class lg.budget xsetel lg..byk bnde lg nk pk..

wan'an nimen..lai shujiao le..:)

p/s: mandarin,wat skt jiwa lh test rini.huhuu

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

explorace part 2

before stat the game..:)



ok.sambung citer ritu.

the tasks given were a bit fun n challenging somehow..
well actually before the explorace start,we had to finish the sudoku first..
aiyark..i surrender lorh..as usual,always know t
he rules but never know how to do it..tsk3..*alasan.mls pk dr dlu lg*
as i said we only managed to finish 8 checkpoints out of 10.
at the 7th checkpoint,we did quarrel with the committee
as one of them took away our clue..
hey..!! its was a hard day there.n she juz took away it.
i was really mad actually coz she said:
'bagi kan?xckp pnjm so mne bleh amek blik'

shut gle..i gave it coz u asked for it earlier..

but then we finished the tasks after being held there
for almost half an hour..lol..

the 8th checkpoint,we were asked to sing then a bit 'jalan itik' there..T_T
its was so hot there..i really wanna back at that time.
the last task was to eat the sardine with fresh egg.
ok.they put like 6-7spoons of salt into one can of sardine.too salty lah..!!
but the taste was fine compared to the drink back to my mo
dul then.that one was totally a disaster...haish.the taste of garlic,ginger,budu,fresh egg n few more things really make me sick for few days ok..each time i remembered about it i almost blew a chunk..tsk3..

eehh...this 2nd part should be the fun part..!!
after the 8th checkpoint we were told to go back to our first meeting place.at there we were given drinks n food..!!food3..i love food..hehe..
then the closing part..
other group got present for few criteria they have while the explorace was held.
everyone was so happy there but my group didn't even got any present.so we all juz let it be.as we knew we dun even finish the checkpoints n with all the mess happened back there we don't deserve any present at all..
then the winner was announced.

3rd place goes to light blue colour..
2nd place goes to orange group..
n the winner...
goes to DARK BROWN..!!
all of us was too shocked there..
weyhh3...am i dreaming??
because of not even expecting it i almost push my group leader to the front..
errk..sorry hasrul..=_=

see3...at that time the only thing in my head, 'i did said about winning in my blog..n its come true..!!"

everyone was so happy there..:D unexpected winning right..:)

lastly,picture time..
we are foodtech's students..!! *jgn cr sye.mmg xnmpk*

hamper..ngee..:D

peace lg sekali..:D

other pictures in fb..erk..actually main reasons i make 2 part of the story coz i want to transfer the picture in my hp.BUT it turn out i'm so lazy to connect my hp to the lappy..aiyoo...it hard lah lappy without bluetooth..huu

and hey..lalink,i won ok.no matter what the reasons..haha...*nak jgk kn..:p*

p/s: got quiz tomorrow.so lazy lah..n hey thx to all readers n followers..:D

WGACA

ye.sume org wat silap.
tapi selalunye kite xsedar salah sendiri
salah org laen kite cepat je nk sedar n terase.

saye tau tu.so sebelum nk terase or salahkn sape2,ingt balik awk pnh wat org tu cmtu x?
tapi die pnh ckp pape kt awk?
xkan?
so what?

xpayah nak blame org laen.
what goes around comes around...!!

Monday, March 7, 2011

3am story

last nite i stay up to finish my report.
duuh...10 pages of calculation.by hand okeyh..=_=!
my eyes already so sleepy larh at that time.
already 2am.
but still got lots more to go.
so i did on9 for a while.then continue my report.
on9 and then report..

suddenly there were something flew into my room from the window..
i was like....what daa....
uh..its the cockroach..the big one..
aiyoo mr cockroach.my room already on the 7th floor ok.y did u fly till up here..
*ignoring the thing*
continue doing my work..

few minutes later the mr C keep flying in my roomm..
aishh..dun disturb me plz..
*dun know where it goes*
next thing i know,something on my feet...
shut..!! mr C..!!
urff...i was so damn angry..dun disturb me lah...!!
then it run under my bed..aishh..i took the broom n opened the door..
adoih..it run again..
after few minutes i dun know where it went..haishh
then i continue doing my work.

while i was searching notes on the rack suddenly mr C running into my book rack..!!
ishh...*grmnye..!!*
then i juz put away all the notes n books..took the broom again.
it still running in the rack..adoih..!!
then after few trial to get it out of there,it ran under my table..T_T

i juz ignored it.continue doing my works.
few minutes then it already at my window...*sigh*
whatever lah mr C..

but then it flying in my room again..aishhh..!!
suddenly it flew to me but then it goes straight to the door where i hang the plastic garbage..
erkk..did it juz got into the plastic bag?
i took sneak n ya its in there.
quickly i wrapped the plastic tightly n throw it away at the dustbin...
ngee...it already 3am lorh..

mr C,sorry for doing that to u lah.but u keep disturbing me last nite..
there u go..dun come to my room again..!!haha..

p/s: dlu2 selalu la maen kjar2 ngan kaum2 awk neyh sbb de spray tuk bunuh awk.tp tu zmn dip dlu.sye xksh nk bunuh awk tappii bukan dgn cara ketuk2 neyh.spray2 xpe..:D

Sunday, March 6, 2011

explorace part 1

wuuhuu...what a tiring day today..
but as i said before,i want to have fun..n yes.i did..:D
well..we start with quite a messy plan coz we were not close or even speak to the other part in our group.but we juz do the best we could.
from the starting i already said to them,no need to rushing.juz slow n steady.most important,have fun n if possible no one get hurt...
(wah...ske2 je ckp lbh2 td pdhal bkn ketua pn...-_-)

n the explorace was really hard as the place was so biggie lah..
i dun even know which way to go..huk3..the map quite confusing..
but still my great group members done their best...

then its normal right to have fight even among the members.
since we dun close or knew each other well yet.
so there's a lil bit arguing which way to go or how to complete the task.
we juz did all we could at each checkpoint.

lol..it got 10checkpoints to complete.
but as the time constraint us,we only get to finish 8 checkpoints.
heyy..the place was really hot okeyh..
i felt like wanna rolling down on the ground already..wuuu...

with the hot weather plus the hills n stairs of course..
its really forced us to work hard back there..


owh3..the comittee also done some prank on us like took away our headband while we're not alert.
n even giving us wrong direction..-_-
plus they did physco us by making our not-so-united group become more not united..haish..that was hard ok..

lots more to go..next time maybe.wanna sleep..so tired..
p/s: owh2.can't wait for the next part..the fun part..!!:D

Saturday, March 5, 2011

random

wee....skrg kt umah abg..hehe..
sye mmg suke tetbe je smpi dpn mke pntu umah neyh.pastu tetbe hlg suda..:D
blik pn nk jmpe dak kenet sorg neyh..kecik je die.
grm tau.tp still xkaco lbh2.coz die tido jek dr td..

owh.td call mak.lega sket dgr suara die xlelah cm bese..hopefully,u're getting better mum..!amin..

erm.hr ni xtau nk tls pe.tp stil gtl tgn nk menaip..adoih..mmg fail la typing pki netbook.asyk slh jek..=_=!
neway sok nk blik SA dh.ahad de explorace kn.cm xsbr jek nk join tp cm mls plak kdg2..haha..sewel..
xpela.papepn that day hrp2 xde yg skt2 or jd pape yg buruk kn.
juz having fun la kot..thats much better...:)
even our group's colour is dark brown(which is totally not beautiful..!),but then it juz the colour rite?doesn't mean unbeautiful colour can't win rite??
*haha..poyo.pdhal nk sdpkn hati jek*

err3..tetbe hlg ingatan nk tls pe lg..hmm..

haaa..rini xbwk blik mr lappy.pdn mke bosan xtau nk wat pe.pdhal dlm kepala pk nk marathon season 2 heroes..T_T..
tula..td pk berat la nk bwk lappy trun naik bus segala bagai.last2 boring sorg2..pastu ni gne netbook akk ipar jap..huhu..

ape lg ye?hehe..
nnt lh smbg..mau tido..*tp mate xngntuk pn*
hmm..nk wat pape yg ptt lh kalo gitu..:p

wan'an nimen..:)

Friday, March 4, 2011

1 post per day

haha..tgk tajuk pn dh tau.sbnrnye kalo mood tgh m'gila sehari bleh ltk smpi 2-3post..
tapi skrg limitkn sket..sbb bile bce2 blik,'ape hal la aku post bnde neyh?'
ok..tp besela.blog ni tmpt sye luahkn perasaan.xkre la happy ke sdh ke mrh ke or pape je la kn.
so mmg sumenye de dlm neyh.
bese la hdp.tapi since i dun hve no other choice to express what's in my mind,so i put them here.
well.its totally my thought at the moments.
so it might be changed after that rite?

owh.lpe.rini de annoyed ngan sum1.lntk kamu lh.sape de bce kt fb tuh,de la kn..huhu..
hmm.kdg2 suke m'repek2 kt fb jgk..(kdg2 ke?)
tp tu dlu2 boleh la.skrg,no way la kot.nk m'bebel pn juz a brief idea only..
y?
b'coz its not safe anymore.at all ok.
almost my whole family are there.including my cousins,my sisters n brothers n also my nephews or nieces from my cousins..T_T
lots of them already..
n owh.the teachers n lecturers also..
how come i can say everything there anymore..zZzZzZ..

thats y i keep my blog secret from fb.secret ke??
i dun know.n as possible enough,i have to write in english or perhaps the mandarin?so that they couldn't understand?
its not that i underestimate them.no.not at all.but at least with my messy2 n horrible language,they won't understand anything at all even if they found this blog.rite?
haha..my life is complicated.always..

erkk...look at the clock now.got to go.lots of things to do.coz i want to back home tomorrow..!!
yeay..!!eisya,can't wait to meet u lh little deary..:D
even u're my 16th anakanda already but stil i'm excited to meet u dear..:)

p/s: oh god.i need to stop the madness..

Thursday, March 3, 2011

its true.

rse nk nyanyi lagu true jek..xpn two is better than one..
haish...=_=!
my fren said in juz half an hour i laugh more compared in this whole one week..
erk..i can't help myself..
i can't denied it nor neither run away..
so what should i do then?
hmm..i dun know what else to say.its juz me after all..

right now,i'm having mixed up feeling..part of me want me to continue doing this but the other part is holding me back..
i wish i dun have this feeling at all..haishh..

oohhh..its late already..got 8.30 till 7pm class tomorrow..
till then,wan'an..:)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

wo bu mang

wo bu mang..
tui..


ok2...surrender..
wo HEN mang..!!=_=!

ni mang ma?
ha?
ming bai ma?
wo yao ming bai..
wo de laoshi shi Liao laoshi.ni ne?

hehe..zaijian..wan'an..:)

p/s: adoih..mkin sewel suda..hmm..ending my runaway.i can't run from u..:| hate2 myself..