30th oct

well,i'm back...:D
back from where??hehe..
from perak..

yup3..that is another crazy thing i done recently..
but after,totally not regretting it.
ya loh..y sud i regret when i get chance to spend with my lalink..^_^

lots of things happen..
n ya i got my swing mood there..
dun ask me y..
there's only 1 thing i really cannot accept last nite..
can't n wouldn't say it here..lallalaa...
whatever it is,thx my lalink..n thx 4 those who joined last nite.
u guys so happening....:D
n owh..special thx 2 ayien n kak liya for let me stay in ur room..ngeee..
tq..:)


ok..now lets rest for a while n start studying for the next paper..
lol..when it is??
this coming wednesday...!!
see how crazy i am?still can go there n enjoyed like i already finish my paper?hohoo
its all because my lalink..
dun want to regret if i can't meet u before u start ur intern..:)

Parachute...^_^

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand

I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned

I won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to push me down

They want to see you fall

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to see us fall

They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and

You are your own worst enemy

You'll never win the fight

Just hold onto me

I'll hold onto you

It's you and me up against the world

It's you and me

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I'll fall into you

3rd song for my lalink..:)

bad week

hmm..
knpe sye ltak tajuk begitu?
sbb mmg bad week pn..haishh
starting last week..xjd jmpe.ok xpe..sbb mmg hati dh t'detik xjd nk jmpe..
then few days dpt email,permohonan xberjaya.ok xpe..
redha je sbb tau mmg dri xlayak pn..
then dpt tau minggu ni pn xdpt jmpe..ok xpe la jgk.
mmg xberapa nk m'hrp pn..tkut keciwa lg..

pastu mlm td xsht.
tensen gle byk xhbs stdy lg sume..
pg td plak bgn2 still xok..haishh...xlrt gle nk bce note.
rse nk nangis.tp stil leh thn..
tgh tdo time pg,dpt msj abg.
promo tmnet dh hbs.
so bzr je la pnt2 ritu g sne sni kn amek cop sume.
fineee..xde rezeki nk wat cmne.

pastu dh tensen2 sume stdy.
dpt call ckp kamoo hbs paper 1hb 12..
omg gle2 la kn..
yg ni mmg wat rse sdh thp nk gle..
haishh..bertimpa-timpa sume dtg..
smpi xtau nk ckp pe dh..
tgh cbe pujuk hati spye redha je..
tapiiiii....
bile pk dr 8 bulan b'tkr jd 9bulan mmg la sgt2 sedih ok..
sgt2..
smpi dh xtau nk pujuk hati ni cmne...T_T

time taip ni pn tgh rse sgt sdh lg..
tapi dh xleh wat pape..sye redha je la dlu ngan sume ni..sob3...
dh la beb pn xdtg konvo nnt..
so sorg2 je la..:((
gile sadis ble pk blik..
xckup lg kot time sekolah dlu sorg2..
smpi time mjls doa restu spm pn sorg2..
ni konvo dip pn same..
hmmm..guess i have to accept the fact.again..
so nnt time konvo,kwn2 jgn pelik ye kalo tetbe sy nangis..

ok..dh..
xmau pk lg wat mse ni..
mlm ni nk rest.b4 start stdy organic.tp rsenye nk stdy calculus dlu kot.
again...sorg2 jgk...finee...terima je lah..

tensen

haish...
time2 tgh final ni la nk dtg demam la pe la...
adoih...dh la sok paper yg menguji thp kesbrn..
huh...12 bab kot..mau muntah nk hfl sume..
time dip dlu 10 je pn dh ckup seksa.ni degree lg byk plak.haishhh..T_T

so dgn bdn xsht..
nk mnth lg..kple dh b'denyut,ntah pe la jd ngan exam esok..
oh..x..rini coz skrg dh kul 3 pgi pn..
tgl lg few more hours je nk exam..
hmm..de lg 4 chapter xsnth lgsg..
n few chapters yg xhfl lg juz bce sket2 ptg td..
ok..dh..sila stdy ye jannah..


p/s:- terase nk blik umah ble xsht cmni..nk2 ble sume org xpdli sama sye..
hope pg sok sht dh...aminnn....

xde mood

ok..xmau menaip dlm english lg sebab awk dh ckp cmtu...
finee....silap..baekkkk.....
sy xpndi mne.sbb tu english beterabur...terimaa kasihhhh...

sgt down ok..
sgt2..dr mlm td sejak dpt msj tu..
nak stdy..urff..belajar pn xde mood..argghh..sshnye..

dh la.mls nk pk perkataan yg btul..
mne2 pn stil slh gak..>_<

ok..about my previous post..
bkn nk mempertikaikn knp awk plh sye.
juz nk sy sdr dri sye xmemenuhi ciri2 yg awk ckp pn.
so kemungkinn utk sy jd bkn 'org nye' adlh sgt tggi ok...
sgt tinggi..
so sy kne sdrkn dri sndri.
sblm...
sblm nnt t'jge dr mimpi yg sgt pnjg.mimpi sorg2..pdhal awk xpk cmtu pn kot..
entah...

juz kt sni nk ckp sy sdr dri lg.even ble ckp ngan awk sy mmg mcm xsdr dri.mntk mcm2..mcmlh awk sy pye sorg kn..
awk jgk yg ckp awk de lg 814 org awek laen..
ya..xpe..sbb sy pn ckp kalo awk brni wat,sye pn leh cr lg 900 org pakwe laen...=_=

walau apepn..sy ttp syg awk.
even mybe pas bce ni awk bnci sy ke..
*sigh*
ntah la..things become complicated..
sgt2 kot..
or maybe bg sy je..bg awk xkot.
sbb 8bln yg bg sy adlh sgt pnjg tu pn awk ckp kjp je..

hmm..papepn,sila jg dri awk elok2 sbb sy xleh nk tgk awk skrg..
jgn lpe mkn n tidur..
xmau awk skt.
nnt sy ssh ht lg..
skrg dh ckup ssh ht pn..

ok..end of post.
nnt2 sy merepek lg ye..

sekian,
post merepek dr cik emogirlz..

tell me

criterias for a girl
1. intelligent
-obviously i'm at average.

2. beautiful
-i'm know myself.i'm totally not...

3. not wearing spectacles
-obviously i'm wearing it all da time..>_<

4. good at cook
-i'm totally bad in this..or u can say worse..!!

5. not under petronas scholar
-this is the only one i fulfilled.

so tell me..how can i be that person if i only fulfill only 1 from 5 criterias??
*sigh*
i know myself.
maybe i'm not the person for you...n it hurt me a lots....

coz i really can't loose u no matter what.. guessed i have to remind myself about the fact over n over again...




*i'm typing with swallowed eyes coz the tears dun stop for almost half an hour.it breaks my heart so much...above all,i'm so sorry for making things become difficult for u.....*

final

woot3..

what day is today??

MONDAY..!!

what date is today??

25th october 2010..!!



so officially the final exam for UiTM's students begin today.

all da best for each n everyone of you...

wish this semester everyone will do their very best

y?

to achieve the best lol..what else??hehee



ok.lots more exercises to go today.but now i'm so sleepy..GTG..

keep fighting everyone..!!

n owh dun forget to take care of your health too..:)





*totally dun have mood to take this final exam.."sigh"*



p/s:-bad dreams..haishh..it make me dizzy.sorry lalink for calling that late..dun know how to calm my heart at the moment..haishhh....

Two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

I can't live without you

'Cause, baby, two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I'll figure it out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one

Second song for you my lalink..^_^

ti amo troppo..:)

wee...
seriously u're my everything lalink..:)

oh3..lack of idea to type here coz i'm so happy..
above all,thx a lots for the time..
n everything lalink..

well..
its totally weird but guess i'm getting used to it. coz i'll always say
ti amo troppo..:))

*ok stop.mari stdy..sye suda angau sama kamoo..:p haha..*

My life would s**k without you

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Baby I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

p/s:- specially dedicated to my lalink.....*abaikn rangkap 1st.laen2 sume dedicated to u*

sorry

i wish u read this.
sooner or later...
right now.
i'm deeply apologise to u my lalink..
hope u'll contact me later coz i need u.

i'm so sorry for everything i have done to u..
so sorry..
dun know how to get u back..
wish...
things will back like before.
haish...


reminder for myself:- next time,dun be too emosional.see what happen???sorry my lalink....:(

missing u a lots...

adeh...hate myself for being like this..

well,i should have knew it that he's going to be very busy

but still i keep on asking too much from him..*sigh*

silly me..sorry my lalink..didn't mean it.

now,my heart control my mind.not the other way around.so its going to be a very difficult thing for u..n for myself also...:

ok..lets get used to it.

like i promise to u.

i will

but

i'm gonna need lots of time to do it..

especially when i'm having too much pressure to finish my assignments n tests..

n i dun have u to story everything like before...:(

p/s:- emo2 girl is always in me..:p

busy weeks ahead..T_T

ok..
5tests
2presentations
4lab reports
assignments...

urff..
then its final exam..!!
wahhh....i'm totally getting crazy here..:((
lalink..
help me..........

*adeh..sorry..ngade lbh2 lak skrg..*

lets do works..!!
focus plz..

yes,i do..:D

:)) :)) :)

to my lalink...
thx 4 making me happy..:D

well..its juz being official last nite.
or didn't it count yet eh?:p
*kidding*

well..today i had a very bad test with stomachache..
i dun know how's the result will be..so juz let it be..

to my beb..
sorry for not telling u by call last nite..
i'll call u later k...

ok..now its time for class..
see ya another few more hours...:p

7th 0ct 2010....22.40++...:)
tq lalink..n sorry for being too sensitive...dun run from me..!!hahaha..

what should i do??

OMG....
i really dun know what to do now..:((
*sigh*
*sigh*

it really hard now..
above all..i juz want u to know i really2 dun wan to loose u in my life
coz u r my strength each time i fall.
u always there for me.
cheer me up.
help me in every single thing...
but...
there's things we need to clarify first..
hope u can understand it later..

n if only u can accept it,then i'll absolutely say yes without doubt at all...
but for this moment..i dun have that strength to tell u yet..
give me a lil bit time..
n i hope u won't leave me coz i'm dead without u.
like i told u too many times before.
i really can;t imagine life without u....

n if u can't accept it..all i'm begging u is,don't leave me....:((
i also can understand if u can't accept it coz i know u.
but plz.if u hate me,dun be too long....coz i always need u...always...

what if

what if....

for more than 4 years people around u saying the same thing to u over n over again

which u did denied it each time..

its not that u want to run away from the statement or u r trying to make any differences from others.

but its true what u r deniying...

until..

untill..



one day.u r so scared if it might come true coz peoples say,words is our pray..

so all theses words for this 4 years,are they prayer??

n is Allah r going to granted it??

goshhh...

i dun wan it to happen..

i know people say its not a wrong thing instead it a good thing for me.

BUT...

i can't bear the consequences if it really happen and then failed.

not now.not then



only i know it..

coz it means everything to me..

all this while i juz ignore it coz i thought it won't n NEVER happen.even a bit.

but now i doubt it..

a lot...*sigh*



so what to do??

lately it makes me wonder a lot.n i hate this feeling.misery~~