proposal+result

last monday i went to shah alam.

regarding to my proposal for FYP.

stayed 1 night at syana's house.

went to i-city(at last..!)

 oh..got idea on my FYP.

but still have to study about it.hurmm..

and yesterday got my result.

as expected

i'm totally frustrated.

and now i have to go back to pekan.

got to take back my notes...*sigh*

lots of things in my mind.

i hope i can manage them

hopefully..

i'm gaining my strength.

hopefully no more tests.

my hands are already full.

i can't take anything more.

ya Allah,please help me to go through all of this..

changes

things have changed.

peoples around have changed.

i've changed too..a bit.

but why are you still wanna be the same?

wake up guy.

i may not forgive u yet.

but why do you still wanna repeat the same mistake?

i know you will never read this.

but i just don't care.

i'm not a liar.

so yes i'm missing you so much.

i waited for your text each day.

but not all the time.

even i only replied : ok.

but you'll never knew how much i missed your text.

most importantly,IMY..

but i still got manner and sensed.

you're not mine anymore the moment you chose her,

everything between us already torned apart.

it hard to say good bye.

but i had to..

Good bye my Mr K.

i'll never forget you.but the memories between us i just can't bear it on my minds.

i'm gonna ripped them off my records from time to time.

and for that,please give me time.

i gave you chances to be happy with her.

so please give me chances to be alive.

good bye

7 months

and nothing more.

i stop fighting when its not even worth it anymore..

may Allah still bless me with HIS love and give me strength again..

keep smiling..:)