REMINDER TO EVERYONE..!!

~This blog is all about my FEELINGS,my thought n everything i wanna say that come from my MIND or my HEART..N also everything happened in my life..so,its totally all CRAPS...!!don't proceed or u'll get very annoyed..TQ~~ ^_^V
Showing posts with label wish. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wish. Show all posts

Thursday, July 12, 2012

last paypeerrr2~~

sila baca tajuk dengan nada johan dalam Lawak Ke Der?? :P
ye.esok last paper untuk exam sem ni.
tapi,sindrom last paper melanda2..
grrrr...
apekah sindrom itu??
xmau bace notes,bace pun xfokus,otak fikir benda2 laen nak wat nanti
n paling penting KEMALASAN melande2..
ehh..memang saya pemalas pun kan selama ni..:p

ok la.xde pape nak citer.just nak cakap isnin pagi dah start wat FYP.
jadi berkampung di lab dari pagi sampai malam..

erkk..kalo dah lepas pukul 10.30 malam mne de bus nak balik umah sewa.camne ni??
xde ke sape2 bermurah hati nak bagi pinjam kete kat saya tuk sebulan ni??:P

Sunday, July 8, 2012

janji tinggal....??

sebelum cuti seminggu ritu (26th JUNE-3rd JULY 2012)
saya ade la mintak tolong dengan 2 orang ni.
ye memang benda tu bukan sepenuhnya milik saya sebab itu cume pinjaman.
tapi wat masa ni itu hak saya..
*eh3..siyes plak ayat kan..:p*

xdela.saya mintak tolong baek2 sebab saya nak guna.
bukan saya berjoli pun.tapi memang kena guna untuk macam2.
tu pun sem ni saya xde pegi jalan2 sangat.siyes banyak giler kurang nak banding dengan sem2 dulu.
kalo kuar pun mostly sume de kawan2 yang baek hati belanje bayar everything.
dah tu xkan setiap kali kuar kena mintak orang support kot.kang dari support de dapat pelempang.ye dok?
*ok emo lagi di situ*

ntah la.wat mase ni siyesly rase sangat3 la kecik hati dengan diorang.
tengok la tarikh cuti tu dengan kalendar sekarang.dah sebulan lebih kan.
mane janji diorang sebanyak 3 kali nak bagi tu?
habuk pun xde..siyes saya dah wat muke tembok giler2 hidup atas ihsan kawan2.
ye bukan semua wat perangai camtu.de je yang xlupe tanggungjawab setiap bulan kat saya.terima kasih banyak2.
tapi wat yang 2 orang ni,saya betul2 kecewa dengan perangai diorang.janji tinggal janji je...

xpela.ni ujian wat saya lagi tengah2 minggu exam ni.xpela terima jela kan.
tapi..
jangan salahkan saya kalo dah terbit rase benci n xde hati nak cakap baek2 dengan korang nanti.
jangan sampai saya langsung xnak tengok muke.jangan..
sebab tu akan menyebabkan saya jadi kurang ajar nanti.
tapi xpela kan.mungkin tu yang diorang nak sebab saya xcontact diorang macam dulu2.
bukan xnak contact tapi masa xmengizinkan.kalo contact just nak cari gaduh watpe betol x??
so xpela.saya dah mesej 3 kali dari semalam..kalo still mereka memilih nak mendiamkan diri,terpulang la kan..
Allah knows the best after all.so sabarlah hati.
wat jela muka tembok n hati kering dengan sume orang demi hidup tuk beberapa bulan ni je lagi..
walaupun dalam hati menangis xberhenti2 kan...:|

p/s: xbaek bersangka buruk kat orang tapi kalo dah tunggu sebulan lebih tapi still xde hasil,mane xpk bukan2 kan??



Saturday, June 30, 2012

thelalapop

ni on9 shopping ye.
mule2 jumpe ni kat FB.my roomie jumper kat kawan die.
dah lame giler jumpe.about 1-2 weeks before dinner kitaorang tuh.
siyes lawa weh n paling penting murah2 je.
tapi asyik usha2 je la.nak beli xmampu..:p

baru2 ni Mr K cakap raya nak baju merah..semangat la plak die ni.hehe
last year kan kitaorg pakai purple raya ke 2.so tahun ni die nak warna merah plak.
sebenarnye die nak saya pakai baju kebaya merah yang dah pakai 3-4 tahun tuh..=_=
sebab die xpernah tengok saya pakai kebaya.
so tengok la camne kan nanti.

eh.back to story.
few days back saje la gatal2 usha2 lagi thelalapop ni.
sekali jumpe 1 baju/dress/maxi *ok xtau nak classified* ni..
suke giler33 punye..
sebab selalu susah saya nak jumpe yang labuh2 ni.
sebab mostly akan singkat la dengan saya kalo beli pun kan.so xnak la beli.huhu..
tapi jumpe yang ni labuh la sket kan.so sangat la jatuh chentaaa..


tapppiiiiiii........duit xde la..:(
sedih giler ok.
sob3..rasenye rayer tahun ni pakai baju tahun2 lepas jela jawabnye..hmmmm...
sape nak belanje saya??hahaa.. 

EDITED: eh3..selama ni mmg kawan saya de jual jugak on9 baju2.tapi saya jarang tengok sebab xmampu la.tapi td tetbe bukak jumpe 1 ni.lagi menawan hati.sebab??die lagi labuh.haha.giler x suke sebab labuh.yela.saya species xsuke kalo yang betul2 ngam je.saya suke yang labuh2.bukan meleret tapi kalo saya berdiri straight die tutup la kaki saya.gituhh..
so sape2 nak usha bukak sini ye..

Sunday, May 13, 2012

family gathering

malam ni de family gathering tuk my siblings yang de kat area KL n Selangor.
tapi kakak yang kat pekan datang semalam.
so ramai la kan.
tapiiiiii...

saya masih di sini.sebab produk still xjadi.
isnin,selasa n khamis test plak.
memang xdapat join..
sedihhhh giler bile my abang call tanye watpe sume..
wuuuwwuuuu..
pastu nak kena explain kenapa xdapat join.
sobs3..
mata dah bergenang.tapi tahan jekk..
tensen la camni.
pas satu2 jadi..memang jiwa tak tenang la gini..:((

i miss every happy moments with them.
cepat lah habis belajar jannah.
letih dah duk sini..:(

p/s: hurmm.no mood at all..

Thursday, February 23, 2012

proposal+result

last monday i went to shah alam.
regarding to my proposal for FYP.
stayed 1 night at syana's house.
went to i-city(at last..!)
 oh..got idea on my FYP.
but still have to study about it.hurmm..

and yesterday got my result.
as expected
i'm totally frustrated.

and now i have to go back to pekan.
got to take back my notes...*sigh*

lots of things in my mind.
i hope i can manage them
hopefully..

i'm gaining my strength.
hopefully no more tests.
my hands are already full.
i can't take anything more.
ya Allah,please help me to go through all of this..

Saturday, February 11, 2012

changes

things have changed.
peoples around have changed.
i've changed too..a bit.
but why are you still wanna be the same?

wake up guy.
i may not forgive u yet.
but why do you still wanna repeat the same mistake?

i know you will never read this.
but i just don't care.

i'm not a liar.
so yes i'm missing you so much.
i waited for your text each day.
but not all the time.
even i only replied : ok.
but you'll never knew how much i missed your text.

most importantly,IMY..

but i still got manner and sensed.
you're not mine anymore the moment you chose her,
everything between us already torned apart.

it hard to say good bye.
but i had to..
Good bye my Mr K.
i'll never forget you.but the memories between us i just can't bear it on my minds.
i'm gonna ripped them off my records from time to time.
and for that,please give me time.

i gave you chances to be happy with her.
so please give me chances to be alive.



Sunday, January 1, 2012

Zaoshang Hao 2012

zaoshang hao..!
good morning..!
ohaiyao..!
selamat pagi kepada 2012..:)

oppps..looks like i started my new year without sleeping yet..hehe..
if not, i'm not gonna wake up at this time..:p bad me..!
anyway,welcome 2012...

tahun2 sebelum ni pun saya tak celebrate new year.
just selalu reminder bunyi pukul 12am sebab nak wish birthday kakak..
ya.saya tak pandai buat ucapan2 lebih2.
kalo new year pun just cakap 'happy new year'
i mean,saya tak biasa wat ucapan macam
"moga tahun ini akan bla3...."

tak pandai la...even wish birthday kakak tadi pun just mesej die
"happy birthday kakak"
tu je..
pastu kawan mesej 'selamat tahun baru'
pun saya reply "selamat tahun baru juga"

tapi akhir2 ni ramai yang wat ucapan macam
'2012 please be good to me'

saya rase cam best jugak..so nak cakap
2012,PLEASE3 BE GOOD TO ME IN EVERY SECONDS...!!

ehh..melampau tak mintak evey seconds??:p
hehee..
anyway,orang selalu berazam tuk tahun baru kan..
ermm...biar saya fikir pe azam saya tuk tahun ni..
eh..xmau post kat sini la..hahaha..:p malu

ape lagi ek..
owh,good luck to my friends,everyone and also myself for this final exam...!
chaiyuk2...!
errr..di saat semua kawan2 saya tengah pulun study,saya kan...
err....saya kan...
 duk habis kan anime...+_+

teruk betul perangai.
dah la carry mark semua cam siot je sem ni..test xcukup jari tangan nak kire berapa yg fail..T__T

ok3..citer pasal laen.
semalam pegi karoake n bowling dengan kawan2..
and saya beli jugak sony hazel tu..huhu..
tengah belajar guna slow2..hoho..

ok lah..wanna sleep.:p
see ya..:)

p/s: bila nak start study betul2 ni jannah??

Saturday, October 29, 2011

online shopping

since last week i did searched on9 for the locket necklace..
found few of them that fill up the criterias..:p
then on sunday i did ordered them..(one for me and one for him)
well as i don't have maybank account so i asked my sister to pay them for me first.
on monday my sister already paid them using M2U.
i emailed the girl sending the reference number and time.
but things occured so on wednesday i finally gave the reference number to her.
yup.she did promised to mail me the necklaces the next day(thursday).and she will send me the track number so that i can track the mail.
unfortunately i didn't get any email from her untill this moments...:(
it made me depressed as this is the first time i buy things online.
then it turned up to be like this..

i don't know.still hoping she is/was a fraud..(eh..ape word die ek?malas nk fikir or cari..:p)
haish..he kept telling me to be patient and never stop praying that the necklace will arrived in next week.
aminnn3...
its not a big deal to some people maybe but for me yes it is.
u know,first experience of doing new things will totally affect our mind set.
sorry if i won't trust any online shop anymore after this..(incase it turn to be true that the girl cheated)

owh.the necklace that i and my bf really want is this..



actually i really love this one..i love silver..:)

but then its not suitable for him.so we choose the first necklace..
owh..both from different people..hurm..now i kept waiting..huhu..



p/s: i got the song already.but still not in full version..the ending was cut suddenly..hurm.might be due to my internet connection.i'm not sure about it..

Thursday, October 27, 2011

dimana dimana


saya nak lagu ni sangat2..!!
sape ade?plz la...dah berbulan cari tapi xdapat2....T____T
4shared xde.tgk kt youtube je.since lappy gilos xleh nk download..

ok.tu je nk merepek kul 3 pagi ni...
bye3

Saturday, January 8, 2011

first weekend of sem 4th

7th jan 2011


its friday..after class we( k.kac,k.shida,k.erah,tiero n me) went to ikea.


so its meatball time..my favourito ever..:) thx 2 k.kac for the treat..


then went to ikano.


from ikano we head to sunway pyramid..


ouch..the memories there.my first time ice skating with him.it make me really sad.coz it hurt me.i'll never forget that day.a very wonderful day..the day which u totally took great care bout me..totally..no one will ever did that for me..huhu..


wish we can be back to 'us' again...*sigh*


in the middle of them,i still keep thinking bout him..n it hurt me.too much.coz its my fault until things become like this..


i really regret bout that night..can't forgive myself...:(


*sigh*





8th jan 2011


today we(tiero,k.erah n me) went to mid valley..


once again.it hurt me coz i have lots of memories there with him.haishh..what to do.almost everywhere i went,i have memories with him..


now almost each of them keep haunting me coz i'm full of regret now..:((

can u forgive me n give me another chance?

i know its too much.but i really hope u can give me another chance..n we start all over again..

i promise that i'll change for u..will i get that chance again dear?

Thursday, October 14, 2010

sorry

i wish u read this.
sooner or later...
right now.
i'm deeply apologise to u my lalink..
hope u'll contact me later coz i need u.

i'm so sorry for everything i have done to u..
so sorry..
dun know how to get u back..
wish...
things will back like before.
haish...


reminder for myself:- next time,dun be too emosional.see what happen???sorry my lalink....:(

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

what if

what if....

for more than 4 years people around u saying the same thing to u over n over again

which u did denied it each time..

its not that u want to run away from the statement or u r trying to make any differences from others.

but its true what u r deniying...

until..

untill..



one day.u r so scared if it might come true coz peoples say,words is our pray..

so all theses words for this 4 years,are they prayer??

n is Allah r going to granted it??

goshhh...

i dun wan it to happen..

i know people say its not a wrong thing instead it a good thing for me.

BUT...

i can't bear the consequences if it really happen and then failed.

not now.not then



only i know it..

coz it means everything to me..

all this while i juz ignore it coz i thought it won't n NEVER happen.even a bit.

but now i doubt it..

a lot...*sigh*



so what to do??



lately it makes me wonder a lot.n i hate this feeling.misery~~

Friday, August 27, 2010

fasting month~~

counting days to back home
counting days to back pahang..
counting days to meet old frens...

lots of things in my mind...hmm...
have to face tests,quizes,lab reports and classes first..!!huu...:|

today(28/8/10)
having a great day..peace..V^_^V
thx to my......
sorry can't write here..above all,thx a lots...:)
for everything..
i know i will never found another person like u in my life..ever...thats one thing i can guaranteed..*wink*

haha..stop it.or else u all will think different..nahh..right now,i juz love all my frens n my family..no more special person for a while..
wish i can stay stronger a bit longer coz i dun want to be hurt again after all..:)
thx to both my besties that keep giving me advices n always n always lend me ur shoulder each time i need them..thx lalink,thx beb..:)
i know nothing can i do to pay back...

ok3..now lets story bout this fasting month..
hmm..i think it a bit better than two years before..well..that time i was totally a bad girl.
but this year,i won't repeat it again...ever...
but still i need advices n reminder always from people around me..especially from my besties..
will ya both of u stay with me always??plz3...really dun know what will happen if i loose one of u..huhu..
had enough losing 2 of my besties before..not these another two..
n thx a lots for keep staying with me..thx3...
thats all i can say..i know it never enough..:)

well...times to sleep..tomorrow got to finish all those work.n do some cal exercise like today..:) i'm back to love cal because of u lalink..thx..:))

p/s:-adeh..can't stop calling u lalink.maybe i'll stop it when u already give me sis in law..huhu..hopefully la..:p


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

freehair??

hua3..i'm getting crazy..
out of control already..
all of this pics taken when i'm totally bored n dun know what else to do..:p








wekkss..:p



tido jap..:D
wakakka...totally wasting times..
well..still in doubt..can i go to perak this friday?
erkk..i'm so scared to ask for permissions...huu...
totally lots of things to clear up,convinced n also a bit begging i guess..
which all of these,i'm totally failed when it comes to family..T_T
what to do huh?
juju,thx for calling me..
totally in dilemma whether i can go there or not..*sigh*
SOS..huu...get me out of all these boredness.....

Monday, April 5, 2010

day with kembar 4~~

owh..its almost 3 days i haven't received any news from him.
so i officially wanna said that close that story.ever..*sigh*

well,today i'm here with my kembar 4.wish kembar 2 join too..=)
wee..we lepaking at mcd SG,..
reasons wanna do report..(which actually i dun know whether it will work or not..=p)

i've been totally down yesterday.so today i wanna be happy with them..ya Allah..plz gve me back my happiness..
i think i should stop worrying about others n start being selfish.juz about myself.no more guys..hate it..wekkss...

oh..if only my heart can easily forget people n all they have done to me,then i will easily n willingly delete n erase that guy from my life.
but as always.it will hurt when heal too..
so i juz need time.to forget everything n start new life..
wish this time it won't take too long like before..heart,be strong plz..!!=)

smile3..thats all i want to do now.plz..heart,no more pain.no more hurting urself..
if people dun value us,why should i value them..rite??heee...
i'm going to be kindda evil i guess..
dun be too sympathise with others coz they actually gonna hurt u back later or sooner..
so jannah,wake up n be another person..weee...

p/s:-to everyone read this,if u want to blame me go on.but no one knows what happen except for my kembar 4,me n Allah..thats all i have now..they are going to be my will to live..insyaAllah..wish i'm going to be stronger n stronger than before coz i need to focus on my future..hehehe..=))
keep smiling yaa...=))