everyday is a struggle

ye.hari ni de test preserve.cm sye tls mlm td..

one word je.disaster..

dh jgn ckp sal test tuh lg.

then dpt good news sket quiz analytical 2-2 cancel this week.tkr next week.

(good news ke??)

then msuk class preserve ptg,dpt bad news plak.

mrkh test 1.

ye mmg truk.mmg lingkup gle.

actually kalo compare test 2 td ngan test 1,rsenye jwb test 1 ritu de la confident sket.tapi since test 1 pn lingkup,so phm2 jela.mmg test 2 ni lg hancuss giler.

ye.sye sgt down skrg.nak2 bile dpt mrkh tuh..

mmg rse cam,ya rabbi pe nk jd sem neyh??

1subjek pn xscore..sem lpas at least de la backup calc n organic tuk dpt a.

sem neyh??

rsenye xde 1 pn yg m'beri hrpn a.slp2 nk lulus pn ntah dpt ntah tidak...:(

ye.kalo awk bce neyh awk akn ckp: tu la.sape suh xstdy.....n pape je ayt kt blkg tuh.

sye tau mmg slh sye.

tapii...

*sigh*

tuhan je yg tau perasaan sye skrg neyh.

everyday is a struggle tahu?

nak kne senyum kt sume org sbb nnt lg byk soalan diorg tye.

then nk kne jg hati sume..smpi hati sndri neyh asyk skt sorg2..

probs bertimbun2..

family pn mcm2 hal lg.

ngan nk deal hilang 2 org bestie sekaligus.

mmg,hati neyh dh xlrt...skt.pnt.give up.

give up ngan hdp neyh.

dun know how to live with all this things.

i tried to make myself busy with works n movies each day.

but then in the middle of class,my mind still somewhere else.

i still cried alone.

each time i look at my hp,how i wish there'll be any good news.

juz once if enough.

but still,wish is juz a wish after all...:((

yes.i dun act like a matured girl.so what??

if u got any probs with that,then back off from my life.

each day i'm juz a loser.everyday...

p/s: sumpah sgt down..berkali-kali pujuk hati supaya lupekan semua kenangan tuh tapi hati n otak still saling menyakitkan satu sama laen.terima kaseh wahai diriku...!