sgt sng hlg besfren sgt ssh nk dpt sorg kwn...T___T
well i used to say that i lose both my bestie at the same time..
tp sbnrnye ritu dh xrse sgt sbb..
sbb...
ntah la.time tu sgt pnt ngan hdp neyh kot..
tp ble tetbe dpt chat ngan die,rse sebak gle kot..
gdh2 sket(sket ke?) pastu sye pegi offline.
xmau ckp ngan die sbb dh nangis truk gilos...haishh
tp pastu die de hntr msj kt fb ckp:
sometimes,bile kte care sgt kt org tu kte kne lepaskn die sndri.
n de la lg kn..
tapiiii....
die hlg tbe2 kot..cm without notice or pape suddenly gone in a blink..
msti la sedih tahap xingt.nk2 mcm2 jd at the same time.
lgsg xtau nk pegi kt sape.
so bile cntc blik kjp tuh mmg perasaan b'cmpr baur gle.ske die reply my chat tp sdh gle sbb die wat cmtu ritu..
tapi die kate die bkn blah sbb sje2.de sbb yg xleh explain..
so hati neyh still cm xdpt terima kenyataan gak la die wat cmtuh.
mle2 ingt nk ok dh.
tapi bile die cakap:
selame neyh aku support ko,care sal ko,always there for u.teach u lots of things so knpe ko still cmni lg?knpe still xleh nk deal ngan probs sndri??
goshhh..tuhan je yg tau time tu.tu yg trus off9..sgt sedih kot
then dh ok sket bru msj die blik.ckp sorry for not being the person u want me to be...
*sigh*
ntah la..maybe btul kot,baek kte jgn rapat sgt ngan sum1 sbb nnt jd pape,luke tu sgt dlm n pedih smpi xtau cmne nk ubat blik.
maybe,its need for me to grow up a bit..hopefully la kn..
to be more independent..
tapi tahu x,end up sye sbnrnye nk wat kje giler jek.nk bkti kn sgt kot sye 'independent'.
*sigh*
kalo btul la sye wat kje giler tu yg mne tiero pn xnk approve,i'll call u right away okeyh.
telling u,i am being independent okeyh??
grr...emo lg..
maybe sbb tadi tau 1 berita yg xbrp nk best even dh expect tp xbrp nk sgke more than i expected pule kn.so mood pn jd xbrp nk btul..hmmm..
ok lah.mau bkk puasa..
sok de 2 quiz pule..adoih....
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