Dreams

Last night i dreamed about her.
I was crying asking for forgiveness from her.
But in that dream she already gone.
But i did saw her smiling.

After a while i saw him.praying somewhere.
I'm so speechless.
Then i wake up.
Its 5.30am.

Then i realized, its Friday morning.

Al-fatihah to both of them..

Accident 130114

Last monday morning i had an accident.
well, not quite really accident la but still it made me trauma and trembling for a while.
At first, i checked my car, nothing happened to my car. So i'm so relieved.
But this morning only i realized my plate number already broke.. :(
It make me kindda sad since i can't replaced them yet.
Sorry my Mr Cdj.. :(
It just 1 month and i already make damaged to u..huhu..

Well, its not my fault at all during the accident so, i don't want to remember them.
But here it goes as a reminder for myself.

It took place at the roundabout. I were changing my lane from the inner lane to the outer one because i want to exit the roundabout.
As i changing lane, one car (myvi) went straight in front of me.( he/she from was entering the roundabout selfishly).
I was shocked and slowed  my car.
But the motorcycle behind me didn't see the myvi car coming so he braked and slightly moved to the left.
He hit the bumper of the myvi and fall right in front of my car.
I was totally speechless but luckily i hit the brake.
but i cannot see the guy at all.
he was already under my front car part..!
i was so panicked and don't know what to do.
few seconds passed but the guy still didn't stand up.
i was thinking did i broke any part of the guy or not?
few seconds later he slowly stood up and looked at me then i saw his mouth moving and his hand showed to the myvi car (which already gone by that time) angrily.
i don't know what to do when he tried to start his motorcycle but it didn't work.
then he dragged it to the roadside but due to so many cars there i cannot see him after that.
I hope he's fine although i did saw he walked improperly that moment.

p/s: so many works to do but i'm totally not in the mood..

3rd meeting

Today is my 3rd meeting here with my boss.
well, 2nd meeting i was 'kena' so badly la.
that time it was too bad to remember.
so this morning i was trembling when i step in the meeting room.
my hand went all cold like corpse..!
i'm so scared to present all those projects.

as i already knew their mood not so good today so i practice my words abit yesterday.
because last time i 'kena' so bad when i talk too much with honesty..=__=
silly me.
so today i talk few words only to protect myself.
i was the 3rd person to present.
for 2 people before me the boss just sit on the chair.
when its my turn, both boss come to the slide to see clearly..
=__=

luckily not much i 'kena' today.
so i'm a bit relieved..phewwww...
for now only.
starting next week i'm totally done.so many projects need to do research.
i'm starting to be dizzy.

anyway, the boss did mentioned about lower profit for 2013.
that just like giving us hint the bonus is totally affected too.. :|
i need them la..so much tau.but still i dont know if i will get it or not..huhuu.
praying for the best..! aamiin...:)

Happy New Year 2014

Just wanna wish Happy New Year 2014 everyone..!

Say hello to 2014 and lets close 2013 properly..:)

As usual, do some new target to achieve in 2014 and also do review back on 2013.

Hoping everything is just well for everyone.

Need to finish reportS for meeting this Saturday.oh i means the presentation..

how i hate it..pray for me so that everything is OK and i will not get scold.again.. =_=!

p/s: Salary oh salary.i need u today la..why so late?? TT____TT

1st Trip

Hello there..!
eh,de orang nak bukak my blog yang dah berhabuk n bersawang ni lagi ke?
haha..xkisah la..

just wanna say that i'm going to have my first trip with the company to Singapore..!
yeay..! batak giler plak rase..=_=
even just going by bus but still i'm so excited now.
our trip is tonite. 12am.. :)
but since not getting salary yet, so no shopping for me.. :|
i don't even get changed to go there.
owh.i only prepared myself with foods, new shoes and new bag.
eh,not yet prepared pun.i still don't packed my things yet.
everyone here say i'm not normal..:p

well, after works need to rush buy few things and pack my things.
then back at office waiting for the bus.

today totally doing nothing.
i'm so sleepy already thats why i end up typing craps here.. :D

neway, I started to miss my bestie now.oppss..jgn perasan lebih2..hahaha..:p

ok.got to go..:)

p/s: I'm not mad at u before but now yes i am.in fact i start to hate u already.get it??

mood yg xbrp ok

Hai semua.. Still raya kan?tapi tahun ni sy xde pegi openhouse pun.. Mood xbrp ok skrg.sian my blog.mood xok baru ingat nak ingat kan? Entry xde motif lagi.huhu.. Neway,tahun ni raya yang paling ntah pape. Raya khamis so selasa amek cuti dah.smpi kul 10 lbh. Wat kje2 then jumpe si dia tuk cari brg2 jap he. Pastu bz kt umah smpi mlm raya ntah wat pe xingat dah..=_= Pagi raya xpegi solat raya pun.duk umah je.haishh.. Then dah tgh hri g umah sedare dkt2 smpi ptg. Raya kedua duk umah smpi ptg sbb xjd kuar dgn die.. Ptg kuar mkn cendol dgn dia.dah tu je. Pagi raya ketiga dah menggila pegi kelantan plak..T____T dah habis sume planning raya ku.. Kul 6.30pgi hari selasa bru sampai umah sewa then kul 8dah msuk.kje.. Mmg keja giler.. Dah tu je raya tahun ni.plan nk jalan dgn si dia lesap trus. Pasni xtau la akan jumpe lg ke x since kami dah begini..haishhh.. Sorry bestie sbb skrg sy mmg tgh sedih sgt2. Dah try senyum n happy mcm awk nak tpi..temporary je blh.so sorry..:-(:-( Sorry jugak dkt si dia 4everything...take care..

Just give me a reason~

Hye3..
Now its Ramadhan again.time surely passed by so fast right?
Last year during ramadhan i was struggling so hard with my FYP. Now,i'm still struggling but with other things-works.
I never thought it'll be totally different from study time-even though i'm still learning lots and lots of things here..!!*phewww*
Whatever it is, keep fighting and may Allah ease everything..:)

owh..now just love this song.
Just give me a reason by Pink.

Right from the startYou were a thiefYou stole my heartAnd I your willing victimI let you see the parts of meThat weren't all that prettyAnd with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, ohThings you never say to me, oh, ohTell me that you've had enoughOf our love, our love

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsWe're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understandWhere all of this is coming fromI thought that we were fine(Oh, we had everything)Your head is running wild againMy dear we still have everythin'And it's all in your mind(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, ohYou used to lie so close to me, oh, ohThere's nothing more than empty sheetsBetween our love, our loveOh, our love, our love

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againI never stoppedYou're still written in the scars on my heartYou're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rustI'll fix it for usWe're collecting dustBut our love's enoughYou're holding it inYou're pouring a drinkNo nothing is as bad as it seemsWe'll come clean

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsThat we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsThat we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love againOh, we can learn to love againOh, oh, that we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again

1st leave~~

last weekend went to parit buntar for kak shida's n abg akmal's wedding.. it was so fun and full of happiness..:) congrats dear may both of u stay happy together till the last breathe.. neway,today amek leave. actually last friday pun amek half day.then pegi umah tiero sume.. today supposedly going out with bestie or my brother. but suddenly both cancelled already. so here i am all alone at home with nothing to do..*sigh* just download few songs and keep playing them. totally bored..hurmm.. list of songs for now: 1. when i was your man-bruno mars 2. bukan dia tapi aku-judika 3. harus terpisah-cakra khan 4. setengah mati merindu-judika 5. rembau most wanted-w.a.r.i.s 6. light-ellie goulding 7. come and get it-selena gomez tetbe lupe lagu laen.hehe..tu jela wat mase ni.. ehh..lagu banyak sedih2 je kan.xdela sedih pe pn..saje dengar lagu2 ni..:)