truth always the best

1.30am 6th april 2010
i dun know y i cried like hell.maybe i was too thinking bout him..
as the pain really hurt me n i can't take it anymore,i text him..

me:-it really hurt me.could u plz juz tell me the truth.i can't take it anymore
him:-juz leave me
me:-y?pe slh sy?
him:-not ur fault.juz leave me then
me:-hmm..ok.but juz tell me y?be honest
him:-i'm sory coz i treid so hard to love u but i cant.i'm sorry.
me:-owh..ok..thx 4 da truth..(smiling)

suddenly i smile on my own.i dun even force myself to do it..=)
know y?coz truth is always the best explanation lol..
my heart can smile back.but it is truly a lied if i said it don't hurt me.yes.it hurt me alots before knowing the truth.but once the truth reveal,i suddenly heal..magic right??
haha..juz like i said before..love is magic..always~~=D

so right now i really fine.my heart already smiled.no more nightmare or what so ever..hee..
i would love to say millions thanks to him for telling me the truth..

but then suddenly ithurtmea bit when i opened my fb this morning,he already delete me from his friend list..lol..
totally dun understand it.last nite he said we are still friend..hmm.but its ok.as long as he happy n safe i would already satisfied..=)

p/s:-to him,juz take care of urself k?sorry if i forced u to do something impossible.hee..i know its totally imposible to make any guy fall in love with me..but for me to fall for anyone that is totally true..!!haha.no3..heart,not again..juz stay still..being single isn't that bad..=)
reminder for myself:-dun falled for anyone easily k?coz u might be forcing him to falled for you too coz that guy juz pity with u lo..hee..anyway,close that story..heart,continue smiling...=D