Alhamdulillah

presentation 21hb..

alhamdulillah sgt2..

thx ya Allah for everything..especially the miracles...

i'm so3 grateful...:)

the miracles came totally at the right time..

'lucky girl'

thats the title i got yesterday...

neway, today i spent my day with my bestie n my friends.

hang out, movie and foodss...!!

it totally made my day...

thx3...

ok.need to sleep..got lots more to do tomorrow..

see ya..

p/s: istanbul aku datang sgt3 la comel...i love lisa so much...:)

1st week of sem 6th

nothing much happened.
normal class.briefing after another.
class clashing with other.
class cancellation.
then already 1 week passed.

time goes by faster when we do nothing right?
so recently i bought few motivation books.
only start reading 1 of them..hurmm..trying to finish it in this month if possible..:p
IF ye..hehe

then things between me and him just getting up and down again.
it made me miserable for a while.
then all i knew we're just friend.heh..its not that bad.since i still got all my besties with me...:)
as i got few things to be done so it don't bother me too much.
i'm gonna spend lots of time in this semester alone at faculty and library maybe..hurmm..

gotta start to study everything from now.
ya.i start with my life first.
trying my best to put them in order.
controlling my actions and most important my emotion.

so songs are my medicine now..:)
thanks to Allah for still giving me chances after everything..
syukran ya Allah..

senyum balik..:)

sape bace entry before ni mesti akan rase nak tumbuk2 je saye kan?

sorry...:p

tapi betul la tadi sangat2 sedih and emo.the whole day kot.

dengan exam sume hancuss lebur.

rase nak nangis tapi coolkan hati.

sekali internet sewel die block blogspot..

tensen bertambah2.

pastu website laen pun sume kena blue coat sume tu la..

TT__TT

then post kt fb sal tuh.tetbe akak saye komen.

adoih..bale ni.kul 4 pagi dah la.

tetbe lagi sorg akak ipar komen plak..adoih...!!

bertambah bale.

terus tak nak reply.

then akak hantar mesej kat fb:

lewat adik tido..exam mcm mne?

waaaaa...terus rase nak mati.

terus rase nak terjun bangunan bagai...:'((

seriously exam sem ni sangat teruk.tapi bile family saye yang tanye,rase bersalah sangat2 sebab saye menghampakan diorang...:(

terus nangis.tak tau nak jawab ape kat akak.

then reply ni:

exam teruk.jangan tye..:(

pastu sambung nangis sorang2..pathetic giler rase diri ini..

then cool down semua..try bace2 notes jap.

then try bukak blog balik.bukak blog peej

baca entry die sal die pun sume xkena hari ni.sampai la die dapat call tu.

sekali shaheizy sam wehh..!!

terus excited bace dialog die balik.siap imagine nada and suare sam lagik..:D

terus senyum sorang2..

kuang3..giler xsenonoh perangai..tadi nangis sampai bengkak2 mate.

sekali baca blog tu je terus happy.

*macam diri sendri plak dapat cakap dengan sam..hahaa*

:P

xdela excited ape tapi cam bersyukur la benda simple pun dah wat saye senyum semula..:)

thanks ya Allah..

bapak and anak.eh??

tensen baca notes QA.

teringat pic ni.

macam bapak and anak kan?

eh...

x3..abang and adik jek..:p

*jaga hati si dia.hehe*

truth always the best

1.30am 6th april 2010
i dun know y i cried like hell.maybe i was too thinking bout him..
as the pain really hurt me n i can't take it anymore,i text him..

me:-it really hurt me.could u plz juz tell me the truth.i can't take it anymore
him:-juz leave me
me:-y?pe slh sy?
him:-not ur fault.juz leave me then
me:-hmm..ok.but juz tell me y?be honest
him:-i'm sory coz i treid so hard to love u but i cant.i'm sorry.
me:-owh..ok..thx 4 da truth..(smiling)

suddenly i smile on my own.i dun even force myself to do it..=)
know y?coz truth is always the best explanation lol..
my heart can smile back.but it is truly a lied if i said it don't hurt me.yes.it hurt me alots before knowing the truth.but once the truth reveal,i suddenly heal..magic right??
haha..juz like i said before..love is magic..always~~=D

so right now i really fine.my heart already smiled.no more nightmare or what so ever..hee..
i would love to say millions thanks to him for telling me the truth..

but then suddenly ithurtmea bit when i opened my fb this morning,he already delete me from his friend list..lol..
totally dun understand it.last nite he said we are still friend..hmm.but its ok.as long as he happy n safe i would already satisfied..=)

p/s:-to him,juz take care of urself k?sorry if i forced u to do something impossible.hee..i know its totally imposible to make any guy fall in love with me..but for me to fall for anyone that is totally true..!!haha.no3..heart,not again..juz stay still..being single isn't that bad..=)
reminder for myself:-dun falled for anyone easily k?coz u might be forcing him to falled for you too coz that guy juz pity with u lo..hee..anyway,close that story..heart,continue smiling...=D