L.O.V.E??

LOVE..hmm..this four letters really has messed me up so much..haish..

now the issue is LOYAL..
does u know what this 5 letters means??
does u know how to value them??
i bet u don't.
if u do u should have value her from the beginning..
u won't play around with my feeling like this..
yes recently u don't even call me dear or any other names like before.
but from the first place y did u make me believe that u love me??
yaa.then here it comes my stupidity by trusting u easily.
u know y i choose to believe u at the beginning?
coz i dun want to let u down.i dun know how to say no as i'm so afraid it will make u sad..
n now looks like it all my fault for loving u..
huh..stop asking me who's the guy coz u sud know its U...!!no one else for this moment.but still u act like u dun even make any mistakes at all...

urff..now i would like to tell u,it totally not worth it for me to stay loyal for u.
i know it my fault for still loving u after the truth reveal but this is me coz i only say it when i meant it for real.not like u..!!
i really wish u read this AM.coz i'm sick being a fool for u..do everything u ask me to do just to make sure u r fine n happy even i cried like hell here..but in the end it turns out to be my fault for those things i done for u..
thx 4 blaming me...thx a lots for using 'aku' in those msgs coz u r the one who change them into am,jan,sy n awk so dun blame me if i hate u change in into 'aku ko' in suddenly as i already want to change them before but u r the one who insist to use name...

urff...enough la for all u're doing..i had them enough..

p/s:-sorry coz all my entry totally about how i feel to his actions coz i dun know where else to let it go..:|