what if

what if....

for more than 4 years people around u saying the same thing to u over n over again

which u did denied it each time..

its not that u want to run away from the statement or u r trying to make any differences from others.

but its true what u r deniying...

until..

untill..



one day.u r so scared if it might come true coz peoples say,words is our pray..

so all theses words for this 4 years,are they prayer??

n is Allah r going to granted it??

goshhh...

i dun wan it to happen..

i know people say its not a wrong thing instead it a good thing for me.

BUT...

i can't bear the consequences if it really happen and then failed.

not now.not then



only i know it..

coz it means everything to me..

all this while i juz ignore it coz i thought it won't n NEVER happen.even a bit.

but now i doubt it..

a lot...*sigh*



so what to do??

lately it makes me wonder a lot.n i hate this feeling.misery~~