I can’t denied it

Its been a toughful day for starting of the week this semester..every week gonna give lots of challenges for mentally n physically..pheww..!!

But Allah is always the best.as for today as i'm getting lack of focus in class due to non-stop classes,i got a text..well,it suddenly make me so happy.insane right?its juz a text with few words but it already make me happy n make me full of spirit to study again..did u see ur influence there dear?

I know its been hard for me to accept the fact but after all,i can't denied it.today i really can't get my mind out of u..n the fact we are now hurt me alots.like i said.emo girl back..pppfffttt...

For these past 2 weeks i keep telling myself i'm fine.i'm gonna be ok.like u said..this time&distance will cure me.

But today i guess its not gonna happen as for the whole day my heart keep telling me,i'm missing u so much n the fact i'm so in love with u..*sigh*

I shouldn't say this.but thats the truth..i'm so sorry for that..i can't help myself at all..trying to stop loving u its juz gonna stop me from breathing..

Fine.its too mushy again..haishh...its me..always hurting the one that i love n in the end,i'm regretting it all over again...i wish i could turn back time.but nahh...it juz a silly wish again n again..whatever it is,the fact juz gonna hold.

Reminder for myself:- stop it jannah.u're hurting urself all over again but i guess it what i'm gonna have to go through to pay for it..