another end

22.21pm..4/1/11
the night getting darker n darker for me..
i admit.its my fault.everything.
i know that.n i'm truly sorry..
n i know sorry is never enough to bring 'us' back.
no more us..its juz me..n u is u now..*sigh*
i'm so stupid..

i already got the 2nd chance before this after that incident.
but then it turn out that i ruined the 2nd chance..
n i know there's no such thing as 3rd chances.ever..that 1 thing for sure..

lesson here...
chance only came once.u r lucky enough to get 2nd chance..n still if u stupidly ruined the 2nd chance by doing the same mistakes,dun blame others.keep blaming urself.forever...*sigh*

reminder for myself again..that is why happiness will never be yours..
y i always n easily hurt the person that i love with stupid act??sorry..i guess ur right.i dun deserve a good guy like u.coz after all i'm juz a bad girl....
bad girl gone worst maybe after this~~

p/s:- skrg musim org laen tgh happy2 ngan their lover.getting married,engaged or in a relationship..but for me,its the other way around..:( *january song*