i screwed up..

me:- hari jumaat nk pegi DATING ngan PAKWE BARU..
him: ape die?
me: hari jumaat nk pegi DATING ngan PAKWE BARU..

bullshit kt dri sendiri..!!
yg ko ckp cmtu kt die apehal jannah ooii???!!
mmg cr pasal..sumpah rse nk sepak dri sndri..kejadahnye 3 perkataan tu kuar dr mulut ni haa??
ni la akibatnye dah lme xdpt smbg happy2 ngan kamu.pastu mule la merepek2 sbb xsdr happy sgt td..giler..!!

here's two main important things i would like u to know..
1) DATING
tau x sepanjang hidup sye selama nk msuk 21thn ni,istilah DATING tu cume wujud bile dengan awk sorg je.xpercaye??
ok..my first boyfriend was Mr H..that was when i'm in form 4.tapi bleh kire die boyfriend ke kalo kenal dah setahun lbh tp lgsg xpnh tgk muke die cmne.even dlm pic pn?
pastu first time kuar ngan die pn time dh break.bkn as a couple pn..juz jmpe.tapi stil bleh kire DATE ke kalo die jln 5m kt dpn n sye sorg2 kt blkg?i dun think this is a date at all...
my 2nd n 3rd bf,u know the story.i dun even meet them.so how's am i going to date with them??*sigh*
the only guy sye pnh dating dlm hdp ni cume dgn awk sorg je...even first time kuar as a couple unplanned.tp stil that was my sweetest memories..

2) PAKWE BARU
haish..ni lg la xde makne pape..
since when plak sye nk cr PAKWE kalo my heart still with u lalink??
xpercaye gak?ok..agak2 kalo sye betul2 de PAKWE BARU,stil ke sy nk text awk with 'lalink','dear' n everything?
n owh..even on call td pn sye still pgl awk sayang kn?n sye xpgl org or specifically a guy like that if i dun mean it...sye bkn girl yg akn pgl lelaki ngan panggilan cmtu seske hati.u should know that..

sye tau sye banyaakkk sangat wat salah kt awk.tpi plz..sy bkn 'pantas giler' nk cr pakwe baru.sbb awk kne tau sye still waiting for ur answer...
sebab awk ckp 'no..for now'..
so i'll keep waiting for u...

tapi kalo awk stil xnk percaye,terpulang.yg pasti jumaat ni mmg bkn DATE.n xmgkn di panggil DATE pn.sye cme tmn kwn lame yg dh 11thn xjmpe nk shopping since die xde org nk tman..
n owh..maybe gak plan tu cancel ats sbb2 tertentu.n awk tau pape pn,sy ttp akn bgtau awk nnt..
coz all i got in my life since 2006 is you lalink.my only Bestie ever n my true BF i ever had..*sigh*
sorry lalink..

p/s: dh tgh mlm bru dpt on9.haish..sok bwk lappy pegi lab.adoih..xske beg brt2..: