love addict

hmm..totally having such2 a bad time now..

overused my happiness for yesterday i guess..T_T

well this morning we brought our heavy bagpack with the lappy inside then only we knew,the lab postpone to next week..T_T

it already hurt my shoulder lah..huk3..

well..i dun know y that line totally told me that he's seeing someone already.but i tried so hard to denied it also.

but then i can't help myself at all.my instinct always right bout him lol..tsk3..:(

n then today i read a friend's blog..

love addict..

Love Addiction – The Characteristics
The following are some of the obvious traits of this addiction:

• Is unable to trust in relationships
• Has an inner rage over lack of nurturing in childhood
• Battles with depression
• Tolerates high-risk behavior
• Has other addictive or compulsive behaviors
• Questions values and life all the time
• Has a frantic personality
• Denies problems
• Confuses wants as needs
• Replaces ended relationships immediately

so the first criteria totally true..is it happening to me last month?i think,its true..

haishh..8 out of 10 is true coz it happened to me lorh..:((

i really hope i can be heal as fast as i can..

n about my instinct,if its true then i pray i can accept it with all my heart..i wish i really that strong at that moment..!!

how i wish..

life is cruel..as always~~