fasting month~~

counting days to back home

counting days to back pahang..

counting days to meet old frens...

lots of things in my mind...hmm...

have to face tests,quizes,lab reports and classes first..!!huu...:|

today(28/8/10)

having a great day..peace..V^_^V

thx to my......

sorry can't write here..above all,thx a lots...:)

for everything..

i know i will never found another person like u in my life..ever...thats one thing i can guaranteed..*wink*

haha..stop it.or else u all will think different..nahh..right now,i juz love all my frens n my family..no more special person for a while..

wish i can stay stronger a bit longer coz i dun want to be hurt again after all..:)

thx to both my besties that keep giving me advices n always n always lend me ur shoulder each time i need them..thx lalink,thx beb..:)

i know nothing can i do to pay back...

ok3..now lets story bout this fasting month..

hmm..i think it a bit better than two years before..well..that time i was totally a bad girl.

but this year,i won't repeat it again...ever...

but still i need advices n reminder always from people around me..especially from my besties..

will ya both of u stay with me always??plz3...really dun know what will happen if i loose one of u..huhu..

had enough losing 2 of my besties before..not these another two..

n thx a lots for keep staying with me..thx3...

thats all i can say..i know it never enough..:)

well...times to sleep..tomorrow got to finish all those work.n do some cal exercise like today..:) i'm back to love cal because of u lalink..thx..:))

p/s:-adeh..can't stop calling u lalink.maybe i'll stop it when u already give me sis in law..huhu..hopefully la..:p

FSG..!!

last nite:- totally can't believe i'm a member of FSG..
know what FSG mean here?supposely fakulti sains gunaan.but then its turned to be FAKULTI SKEMA GILER...!!!
shut gle3...

even the nerdy are the best shouter last nite n us????juz stared at others having fun all nite long..>_< whatever it is already finish our crazy week.so this weekend wanna have my rest..:) today:- sleeping n sleeping with them..haha..wasting time..:D mood right now: bored+ sleepy.. dun know what to do..lazy to do works..:p

p/s:-done sleeping all day long..wanna go n do something..huhu..fb,u always reveal me with few shocking news..haishh~~

criterias 2

continue from previous entry~~

the forth criterias that i want is.................
have permanent job/income per month
haha..i'm totally being materialistic..:p

the fifth
possessd own car..(even still pay monthly but its ok.as long as he has his own car.not family's car that can be taken away anytime)..hua3..

ok..
enough of this..
i'm creeping out now coz i wanna go back home today..weee..:D
waiting for cik ecah to pick me up..hehe..

till then,see ya later..:)

third week

its been ages i guess didn't post here
reasons:-
1. already start class n everything
2. nothing to say
3.so hard to get on9 lol..!!

y?coz now staying in college so the wifi is totally gonna make me crazy..huhu..

ok..above all i juz fine here.(hopefully)
plus i juz get dizzy learn back all those things i already thrown away long time ago.hahaha..serve me right~~lalala

now its time to sleep as my timetable for this sem totally not suitable n fun like part 5 since almost all start at 8.30 am especially on friday...!!waaa..:( dun like it so much lol..

ok2..gud nite everyone..:)
p/s:lately i missed him.y eh?sud i delete him from my memory again?how??

new sem,new spirit...aminnn

wishing this new semester will give me new spirit..
i wanna try my very best for each subject.no more like before..insyaAllah...

well..today my day went very smoothly..
i got the college easily n the best part we manage to reserve and put tiero n yat's name with us too..:)
thanks ya Allah for making my day so easy today..alhamdulillah..i'm so glad..

tomorrow will be settling my registeration in faculty.hope everything will goes well too..aminn..:)

*suddenly i was purposely open his fb.there you go..._ _ is a relationship with........
ok..at last u admit it to the world as i know u already brought her to ur family n everything.so i hope u will not waste her like u did to me..*sigh*
i hate when i miss u..wish u never exist in my life as i totally dun even remember u from the past.but then when u forced me to remembered u,i tried so hard till i can remember at least ur face back in those old times..i shouldn't tried to do that before..ohh..plz..sud i delete almost everything again?????

p/s:-my mood totally ruined..hmm..but i dun want to cry juz because of u again..never...!!!

i can't decide

making decision..its totally my big weaknesses...:(
i can't even make a very simple decision.
not for others not even for myself..!!silly me..!!

my bestie said:- dun think too much for something.juz do it..

hmm..sorry lalink i troubled u for the whole day.i keep adding others problem..haish..y i'm so useless??
when they need help,i never help them.not even make them smile back..at least a bit..

too much things in my head now..my brain totally exhausted now.can't think anything more..sorry beb..sorry lalink.sorry yunk..sorry everyone...:((

WGACA..remember that..!!

ok..
for the rest of my life,i never say the love words to someone i didn't love or mean it for REAL..
i only said them for REAL...
never ever to play with someone feelings coz i dun even have the heart to do that...

then,if i already love u for real n u are actually juz playing with my feeling,then here it comes the time for me to hate u..
if i love people for real,then i'll hate U for REAL too..!!
n thx for giving me such a concrete reason for me too hate u..thanks..!!
huh..

WGACA..!!i really wanna shout this at u coz its the karma of life..got it??
right now i really hate u coz i dun want to hate myself anymore..

p/s:-i tried so hard to forgive u coz u really break my heart again.plz lah..juz admit that she's ur gf ever coz u already bring her to meet ur family..huh..can't u be loyal hah???

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah..thats all i can say right now..
i already accepted to continue my study in foodtech..
i'm so happy for a second
but then i am so sad for all my beloved frens..
most of them dun get the offer..
i really dun know what else to say to them.i know they are too disappointed for this moment but i can't do anything for them make me feel more useless.
ya Allah..plz dun test them like this..i need them to further my study.
i need them so much coz without them,i dun know how to survive there alone..gosshhh
ALONE??

i keep praying they will get the offer later.maybe after the system updating again after this..
its really weird for them not getting the offer as some of them got higher result from me in diploma.so what the exact thing make them rejected by Uitm??
ya Allah..i really hope they will get the offer too..
right now i can't feel happy at all coz i need my frens...
:(

p/s:-ohh..i have to on my hp coz i need to calm down my frens..huhu..i dun want to be selfish as so far that i know i'm on the very few list who got the offer..from 50++ students right now i only know about less than 10 get the offer..its totally insane..!!