right n wrong

ape yg right?ape yg wrong?

thats for me to know n for u to wonder..

hahahhhaaha

ok.otak sewel..

lets say this.

u already knew this one thing is totally a bad thing for you.

but u juz can't stop yourself for doing it.

that is totally wrong right?

pfffttt...dh la merepek..otak pn makin sewel suda..

hati,plz jgn begini..

I hate myself for loving you. Can't break free from the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you ~~~

one fren suh sye dgr lagu neyh..nnt rjin2 sye cr la..

i hate myself for loving you..joan jett

picnic

28th may 2011..

dr semlm bz cm pe pegi sne sni cr brg nk wat bbq n segle bagai..

last2 td nsb baek b'jln jgk event yg x seberape tuh..

thx beloved frens yg dtg n byk sgt tlg mcm2.

mcm2 dugaan jd dr ptg semlm..eh3..x..dr ritu lg..

mlm td smpi skit kple lgsg xlrt nk pk pape..

mntk en am setel kn jek..

ffuuhhh...seb baek la en am ade tlg setel kn byk bnde yg xsetel lg.

sume sbb t'kjut beb xdpt join coz emergency.hbis sume bnde sye xleh pk ngan btul.

siap rse cm xmau wat la..huhu..

at last ats pertolongan kwn2 yg baek hati jd jgk..n dgn izin Allah hr elok terang benderang smpi sye sunburn blik..ok..terima kasih kulit..=_=

above all sye happy sepnjg event td even mlm td xdpt tido sgt pn.kul 6 dh bgn siap2 brg sume.huhu..berbaloi la jgk..lg berbaloi kalo beb ade..:|

sian my beb..dh pnt2 beli brg sume t'pkse trik dri plak..

xpela.de la hkmahnye tuh..

tuhan nk uji sye lg time jmpe kwn2 lme neyh..jd independent sket bile beb xde.

smpi t'lbh independent la plak kn.sume bnde sye wat td..org mkn sye stil duk bkar2 ayam lg..:p

ok lah.mau take a nap jap..pnt gle dh rse..

*even mood tetbe hlg bile dpt tau kebenaran td.ntah la nape hlg mood.xdela sedih.but i felt something when i heard about it just now..its ok.i wish both of u happiness..kenduri nnt kalo sye free sye dtg la..tp agk menyesal lyn awk cmtu td.kalo tau kebenaran lg awl,xde mkne sye nk lyn awk cmtuh.ok.its my fault again.sorry en am..*

p/s: like i thought.my happiness never last.something will always took it away..its ok..this is my life..:)

tetibe nak penuh dah

ape yg nk penuh?

my schedule hari2..hehe

penuh ke?xdela..

baru NAK penuh..:)

esok pg..ehh3..few more hours lg got interview.

tetbe cuaks nk kne interview.tula..dr dlu penakut..huhu

hopefully sye leh jwb n b'ckp ngan lancar.aminn..

n hopefully rezeki de kt situ..aminn lg..

skrg hari2 jge dahdah..

hehe..manje lah dak bulat tuh..

xpe2..slow2..:)

this weekend xsbr nk picnic..

next weekend dh start driving class..adoih..

lemah btul rse..

ok lah.tu je nk bebel..

see ya later..:)

tetibe nak penuh dah

ape yg nk penuh?

my schedule hari2..hehe

penuh ke?xdela..

baru NAK penuh..:)

esok pg..ehh3..few more hours lg got interview.

tetbe cuaks nk kne interview.tula..dr dlu penakut..huhu

hopefully sye leh jwb n b'ckp ngan lancar.aminn..

n hopefully rezeki de kt situ..aminn lg..

skrg hari2 jge dahdah..

hehe..manje lah dak bulat tuh..

xpe2..slow2..:)

this weekend xsbr nk picnic..

next weekend dh start driving class..adoih..

lemah btul rse..

ok lah.tu je nk bebel..

see ya later..:)

kerja oh kerja

till today still xdpt pape call dr 2 tempat kerja tuh..

hurm..agk risau lh kn.

since sye dh bosan duk umah n risau duit hbis before 1st salary..adoih..

nk mntk duit kt akk ipar..

tapiii...

cuak plak..hahaa..ok loser gle

nk mntk duit sndri pn takut..:p

next week lh.

neway td abg ipar ckp:

awk nk keje jgk ke?kje kt kilang nak?

owh.lupe.my brother in law neyh keje kt kilang isuzu.

hoho..kalo jd keje sne la kot..

tetbe bertukar arah dr food ke automobil..!

haha..:D

lawak plak rse tp xpela kn.

jnj cukup la tuk beli2 brg kt umah neyh nnt.

nk2 nk raye nnt..

hurm..lately byk pk sal mse dpan plak.

wah gitu.mse dpan kau.xtahan..kui3..

xdela.juz pk2 pe planning tuk future..

yela.at least de target la kn.

keje pn xtau lg cmne..

erkk..btul.ritu kn smpi kul brp pg la xleh tido duk terfikir sume..hoho..

terase diri suda amt tue..=_=

n tau..sekarang terfikir balik.

since nisbah laki n perempuan dah sgt jauh beza..

so terfikir kemungkinan untuk hidup single smpi bile2..

:O

ok..tipu kalo ckp xmau de pasangan hidup.

tapii..kemungkinan tu ttp de kan?

so pe kate get ready dr skrg?

*erk...rse nk nangis guling2..*

ehem2..ok2..

back to reality..tutup cte2 tuh..

sebenarnye byk sgt entry nk wat dr ritu tapi asyik xsempat jek.

last2 mlas dh.haha..end up wat entry merepek..

neway..totinx de wat contest..eh2..give away..:)

tgk lh nnt kalo free2 wat entry..

neway..next saturday de plan nk wat bbq ngan dak2 sekolah rendah..

mcm2 lh diorg neyh..nk join tp sume wat xtau jek..

hurm..pening plak..xkan sye kne wat sume??=_=

sadis tau..sye semangat nk jmpe diorg.tp diorg sume cam wat dunno jek.

benci tau ingt time raye ritu.

mule2 duk nk suh sye arrange sgt2.last2 rmi senyap..tensen ok..

T_T sye siap dh gdh cm ape ngan beb mlm before kumpul tuh.

*sigh*

kali neyh cm dh tawar hati sket la nk beriya-iya cm dlu..

hurmmm..

xpela..nnt hr rabu or khms bru sye tye sorg2..

mlas nk serabut2 sekrg..

oklah.tu je..

byk dh merepek2 neyh..

hopefully dpt keje cpt2 n sume planning menjadi.

ok..xmau plan lbh2.

selalu planning sye asyk lari jek..hahaa

ok..gudnite lh yep..bye2.

pening

akhirnye dpt balik umah sndri..
hurm..pening2 cr keje part time..
dh apply 2 tmpt.
tp xtau la dpt ke x.tgu call..*sigh*

duk umah bru sehari dh mcm2 jd.
mmg tensen la tgk.
hari2 cmneyh mmg leyh jd gile
tgh doa cpt2 dpt keje.
so that nnt bz keje n dh dpt gaji bleh la tlg2 beli brg2 kt umah

mcm2 dlm kepale skrg..huhu..
sume2..doakn sye dpt keje cpt2 ye..
hope sgt dpt keje.
kalo smpi end of next week still xdpt,rse cm nk g KL blik.huhu
duk ngan abg.cr keje kt sne plak..
tapii...mesti mak xbagi dah...TT__TT

hope sgt sume bnde ok..
esok pg nk g kuantan.terminate my mr bb..
nnt sye amek celcom yg prepaid je la..n jrg2 on9 lh..
ok.tu je..

eh2..lupe..td chat ngan sorg gurl neyh..erm..gurl yg dlu sye pnh bengang gle kt die tp die xtau la kn.
alhamdulillah la ok.ktorg jd fren..
rse b'slh plak kt die.so smpt mntk maaf sume td.
hati dh lega..hehe..lepas 1 bnde dh..
laen kali jgn ikut emose sgt ye jannah..?*bleh ke?*

spam 2

ok.bru teringat nak wat entry neyh..cte sket2 jela eh

spam.besela dgr kn?

kt email pn de spam kn?

yg kt email2 tuh bese la dpt.tp sume sye delete trus.haha

kalo still de yg msuk kt inbox pn xde kje la sye nk bukak ke ape.

mmg delete..:D

bkn pe beringat2 selalu.

ritu de la kwn neyh die xtau die g bukak.siap install lg pgrm merepek dr email spam

dh 1 hal lappy problem.

nasib abg cc tu terer repair.half day dh ok..hehe

then lately byk la plak msuk mesej2 merepek dr mne2 ntah.

yg duk hntr suh subscribe video merepek2 la.duk contest2 la.

duk hntr msj konon dr 'ayah' mntk topup.

wth?ayah sye dh lme xde la giler..!

hahaa..pastu yg plg scary last 2 weeks kot.dpt msj kt fb.

dr sorg girl.name pe ntah..dh la pgl sye NOORUL

pastu cte2 sal adik laki die.

then tye2 pendapat sal nk sunatkn adk die.

wth la kau pompuan?

dh la xknal lgsg..=_=

scary ok.fb pn dh jd scary mary gitu..

ok la.maybe la acc die kne hack or pape kn.tapppiii....

cam xlogik bai ko hntr2 bnde spam yg tuh.

gilos tahu?

xphm btul ble dpt msj2 or email or pape la bnde2 merapu neyh.

tu blum lg kt fb yg menimbun applications merepek.

virus la.pela.

pening seyh tgk wall penuh merepek2..

penat nk delete..=_=

ok lah.tu je nk cte.hope pasni xdela dpt bnde merepek2 lg dh.penat dh

huhu..

dh la mood xbrp nk ok neyh.

ingt blik sok bleh la jmpe beb jap.

alih2 die blik Kl dh esok..T___T
bru ingt nk tgk cte pirates of the carribbeans tuh..*ok.xtau eja..*

haish..mcm lh.dh la mlm neyh xleh nk tido sbb hrneyh asyk tido jek..huhu..

sok dh la bus pg2..

adoih..mate2..

bile dapat balik neyh?

asal cuti sem jek mule lh dilemma sne sni.

adoih..i'm almost 21 years old already.

i want everyone to hear out my own decision..!

each time i made my own decision,there's always peoples that wanna changed it..

urfff..i hate that ok??

i said wanna go back to hometown.

do part time job n look out for my mum...

can't u understand?

if i really wanna work for money only,then i'd already choose to work somewhere in KL.

so that the salary will be totally satisfy myself..

haish...guys..plz..

i had it enough ok?since i was little each of u made my choice.

even if i chose something else,u'll always pick something else...

i really wanna scream out loud saying it.

but luckily my mind still can control my action..

i love each of u.

so plz,dun make me hate u.

well,who doesn't love their own family right?

but sometimes,i had it enough.

plz dun force me again n again..

i'm big enough ok?

u can always give opinions.but once i made my decision,stop forcing me to do other things.AGAIN..!

p/s: sorry.sgt tensen.sye nk blik phg la..even sye tau nnt kt sne sgt bosan,tp plz lah.jgn nk stop2 sye dh suh wat itu ini.tensen ok?