Bila stressed

Muke selekeh.sila abaikan

Bila stressed,jerawat pun tumbuh macam cendawan lepas hujan...
Oh my..!
List of stressing works are back.
Read workS.
I means projectS.
Sausages ohh sausages.please be kind to me..

They say my new 'baby' is here.
Yup.. 600 ringgit baby.
Luckily not 2k baby.
I hope this new 'baby' will stay healthy till end of my time here..
Oh..its kenwood food processor i means..

Till next time.
P/s: update using my real 1month old baby..:)

tanda2 gangguan

tadi xsdap hati sket..
then saje google2 few things..
dulu2 pernah dengar few simptom gangguan tapi xtau details..
kalo bace yang post ustaz love ni,
saya rase dalam 4-5 tanda tu de kat saya..*erkk....!gulp!*
i means mimpi de 2, yg dlam jaga tu yang risau...

ya Allah..jauhkan la hamba-Mu ini dari segala perkara yang tidak di ingini
dan tenangkan la hati ku untuk menghadapi peperiksaan ini ya Allah..
aamiin3...

memang xleh percaya n xkate percaya 100% but more than 70% saya lebih kepada risau..
huhu..
dugaan3..

programming oh programming,please3 be good to me..! :(

OMG3....nak muntah..!

Omg3...
sumpah nak muntah bile search psal FYP,
sekali kau kuar benda ni..
xnampak??
sori la nak cepat wat ni..sumpah geli giler3..
dah la my nightmare pastu blh plak de org nak wat research dekat ko???
damn it la...
sumpah damn3...
rase nk tikam2 sape yg wat research sal menatang ni...waaaaa...:(

ok..breath in,breath out..
fuhhhh....rse fobia jap nak bukak journal..

36hours

36hours before presentation.
i'm getting crazy my brain don't want to work for me.
my body and eyes want to sleep.
i really hate this kind of situation.

caffeine is my best buddy now
but where and how can i get them in this hour at this place?

i'm so scared.
lots more journals to be read and digest.
oh brain..do cooperate with me please??
for our project.
we've done solving others problems.
let solve and finish ours now...


p/s: IMY.but i don't want to admit it cause it hurt.. bestie,please do take me out this weekend..really need an escape after all this load done... :((

time is running out..!!

tensed.
down.
sad.

this friday is the presentation day.

nothing finish yet.
assignments,tests.
i'm gonna be crazy..

pray for us please....

day oh day

result rejected.
kena tambah lab work last minute..
GC kesayangan habis gas.
lab assistant xde di saat2 ini..

what a day....TT___TT


hati gundah gulana.
si dia?unknown status....
:'(

fiber3

less than 14hours, i'm gonna having my seminar presentation..
aaaaaahhhhhhh.......why must i be the first presenter??? TT___TT
i wanna cry a lot n a lots.....
why baby why??

sob3..
dear my panels,
please3 be soft hearted and just accept my presentation tomorrow please??
i'm so scared and nervous right now..
please3 don't ask me any difficult questions.
i'm afraid if you do, you will not get any relevant answers from me...=_=!

yes.i'm no good for this presentation. :(
i'm not good at explaining things and i'm no good in defensing myself infront of anyone..
*gulp3*

please everyone pray for me?
i really hope nothing gone bad or wrong tomorrow.


oh..this is not my VIVA.
my viva will be on 21st Dec.
ok.lots more to go..
please pray for us?*i'm begging*

error

need to complete all those calculations.
need to learn the formula step by step.
need to think actively to summarize everything at one time.
need to think and do lots of things at one time.
multitasking perhaps?
but i'm so not a multitasking person..=_=!

well,tonight i was forcing myself to stay up to finish up my result&discussion FYP and also my slideshow for seminar.
just so you know,its both due in a few more hours from now..!
suddenly after kindda a hectic day,the software+my lappy keep popping out ERROR here and there.
*ok.bukan popped out tapi almost all my softwares can not be run and display ERROR*
them yew...
there you go all my spirit to do those works..
so in a few more hours,i don't know what works will i be submitting to both my SV.
hurmmmm...this entry can aaaaa??

ok...mau makan pelempang and maki hamun sepanjang masa..=_=

since my weary body is exhausted,i think i'm gonna took the pills now..
goodnite..
ehh...goodmorning already... :p

december 2012

my fully booked december...sob3
owh..31st december already delete here cause i want to have some rest that day
no nothing.just laying on my bed...!!

blog = my babbling site

just so u know.i am a bad girl.
i write and speak whatever in my mind at that particular time.
and in my blog i did and always say lots and lots of things which i NEVER post it or say it somewhere else.

bear in mind i always reveal my dark side of thoughts HERE.
just in here.
my emotion too.
that's the main reason i kept my blog private to my family and random friends.
that is why i don't include my blog in google's search engine.
that is why most of my entries will label craps.
coz i'm babbling all the times here....
so if anybody(i know lots of you) that ever crossed and read my entry
and then happened to 'terasa'with my harsh words, i'm truly apologized to all of you.
in that case,i suggest never ever read my entry anymore cause it will hurt you later on.

i'm not good at words and speaking.
so my words normally will turns out to be harsh to most people
well, this is me.
and here is the only place i 'maki hamun' or 'merepek' through out my bad times.
almost everything i felt at the moments,i post it here.

so as I don't want to hurt anyone,i might be private-ing my blog.again.
or i might revert back most of my entries into draft.
that will be safe,right?

to those who didn't like it or probably hate me,i accept that.
i know its my fault.
but just a reminder again,read from the title of my blog and to the descriptions i stated above before proceed to my  entries here..
TQ and sorry again..

p/s: as i say,i'm not good in words in fact i'm terrible with it and that's the main reason i don't respond to yours. but please don't try to contact me at this crucial period.i tend to get annoyed or angry without any reasons..thx for your consideration....:)

my heart beating faster...!!

7th dec nak present seminar..

in front of 5 panels and few friends.

the problem is..........

i'm the first presenter...!!

dannnnggggggggg.....

i felt like fainting in the lecturer hall when the list came out..

*gulp3*

how la???i'm so nervous...

lots3 of things in my mind now..

my FYP which suddenly need to add one more method = 1 more analysis form before

but the problem is i have to extract new sample,

need more chemical

n more time to do all those things..

editing up all those result is not even done yet but then i need to add more lab works..

T_______T

can i cry now??

sob3...

need soother..

need lots of things in this tiny and compact time range..

hurmmmmmmmmmm......

p/s: to someone,i knew the feeling.i'd felt like that before.just don't think about it and stop comparing.it'll be much3 better..:)

its getting...

ok..masa sangat suntuk.
which masa2 terluang hanya untuk tidur yakni merehatkan badan dan otak.sekejap.T__T
list kerja sangat3333333 panjang..
xterlist..=_=

final sem sangat menguji segala2 nya..
semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan kami.
aaamiinn33...
tolong doakan kami ye semua..:)
jasa korang sangat di hargai n hanya Allah je mampu balas...:)

owh..luper..currently kat 24hours ni..
hari ni stay dengan 2 orang kawan..
xdela kesepian macam ritu..:p

ok la..masa yang suntuk,kerja yang sangat3 banyak
which no more play time..*gulp*
2 presentation yang sangat menakutkan..huuuu
semoga segalanya berjalan lancar and di terima semua panel..
aamiin3 lagi...

bye..
eh..thanks la sape2 yang sudi bukak blog merepek ni lagi(selaen kamoo la bestie..:p)

pas 1,satu lagi

hp mengiler la plak.
speaker rosak la tu.
bile call je,saya langsung xdengar bunyi pape
padahal orang kat sebelah sane elok je dengar..
tension betol la..

yang hp lame plak tengah call orang,tetbe die putus..
ape ni???

dah la lappy pun xberaper sihat lagi.jap jadi gini.
pastu jadi laen plak..
tension betol la gini.

dengan hp pada si dia pun wat hal..
sume nak rosak..bencikkkkk la....
dah la duit xde nak beli kamoo2..ish3....

p/s; sori..emo terlebih..tension banyak benda jadi..hurmmm

lappy dah sihat...kerr??

last wednesday dah nekad nak format mr lappy ni..
confident call brother tu cakap nak format n nak cepat kalo boleh.
so hantar la dalam hujan2 tu kat mamat tu kan..
then malam tu sebab dah xde benda nak wat,pegi la bilik kawan.
yang pandainye pegi tinggal hp kt bilik je.
balik2 tengok de 2 miscall dari brother tu and mesej..
die tanye de pape probs x lagi dengan laptop ni sume so discus2 die cakap die blh tolong and all
tapi biler cakap sal jam laptop ni asyik tertukar je,die mintak nak pegang mr lappy 2-3hari lagi..

what????
memang xboleh la.1 malam xde pun dah rase boring nak mammmmm..
so mintak jugak die hantar khamis sebab dah siap format pun.
so bile amek,gune macam ok xde probs sume.

then on9.tetbe asal nak bukak email,die kuar error and cakap too many redirect loop la pe la..
kena la delete history and cookies.
pastu dah ok so lega la..
tapiiiiiii...
bile saya hibernate laptop n esok nye on,jam tu tetbe tukar lagi..=_=

pastu malam ni confident nak wat keje sekali nak bukak email pun die kuar error sume tu.
mule2 rilex lagi sebab dah penah  kena.
sekali......
dah delete cookies sume,hangguk die still cam tu jugak..
gerammmm gile..dah la sorang2 kat sini kan..
trus mesej mamat tu panjang lebar cakap still jadi camni.
dengan word tetbe product activation fail la..pe la..
grrrrrrrrrr..!!

pastu mamat tu cakap nanti die wat kan balik n cakap sorry sangat2..
tapi paling xbest dengar,email saya kena virus..????
betol ke?saya xpenah dengar lagi.
plus saya on kat tempat laen sume ok tapi kat laptop ni je xelok2..

bro,korang pakat nak kenakan aku ke?
mentang2 la aku xtau sangat benda2 alah ni..pastu aku jenis xkisah je bile ko letak harga,nak wat gitu plak kannnnn....
*emo dah ni*
xpela.nanti aku bagi n korang wat elok2 ye.xjadi lagi,siap la.....

3rd time, 2nd time and first time

right now,i'm at 24hours room at PTAR 1..
well,today actually my third time stay up at the library.
second time alone here with those strangers of course
and first time i stay at the 24 hours room since before this i stay at the top level of the library..hehe
oh..don't assume anything.
i used the top level because my references books are all there not because i want to stay away from people..:p
but today,i choose to stay at the 24 hours room because its a little bit less cold than in the PTAR..
here its cold too but i think it should be fine as the exit/entrance door is near so if i can't take it i can go outside and take a walk for a while right?

i stayed here because i want to start doing my seminar draft but.....
i'm lost suddenly.
my brain can't digest the words and sentences..*sigh*
i need to finish up my first chapter at least since i got full tight schedule next week...T__T

so right now i just type 2 sentences..
aiyoo....its 2 hours already la jannah..!
anyway,the students in this room is getting lesser than before..
err..i hope not everyone going back before 6am.
if not,i have to change my place into the cold PTAR...!!=_=

keep being positive jannah..u can do this..chaiyuk2..!:)

entry tertangguh ke?

woot3..
dah lama xmerapu meraban kat blog kesayangan nih..
since internet mengharap wifi free n time cuti ni dapat la gune lagi kan..
start sume orang dah balik,kem salam la nak gune..=_=
neway,niat di hati nak update byk3 sgt benda..
tapi xde mood nak menaip panjang2 n susun citer..
xpe.bukan de orang bacer pun blog ni..hohooo

entry2 yang sebenarnya dalam list nak wat:
1.trip ke terengganu...
2.perjalanan sem akhir
3. progress xde progress pape pun FYP
4.luahan perasaan perah santan jap

hahah..yg ke 4 xde pape..merepek je lebih..:p
tu jela kot entry yang sebenarnye dah niat nak wat tapi xterbuat sebab lappy probs,internet cam harem,pic yang xtransfer langsung dari hp plus masa yang memang la xberapa nak banyak untuk bersuka ria..=_=

so entry hari ni nak letak lastest schedule.
banyak sangat keje+trip+assignment nak wat tapi di sebabkan diri ini semakin nyanyuk,asyik la missed sane sini...=_=

5hb 11- test CSC+discussion method of ICP+inject sample kat GC
6hb 11-lab report packaging
7hb 11-assignment CSC
8hb 11-run ICP
9hb 11-full info for video packaging
10hb-12hb 11-preparation n rakaman video hi-tea
12hb 11-full dialog/sentences for video packaging
13hb,15hb n 16hb 11-rakam video packaging

ok..tu je untuk this 2 weeks dulu ye..laen2 xdapat nak catch up lagi..=_=
tapi tarikh2 di atas xmasuk lagi few assignments yang xconfirm lagi wat masa ni plus test2 yang maybe akan di buat pada minggu cuti awal muharam or the other week..
hurmmm..serabut betol otak pk sume2 ni..

oh ye..
kami de 2 trip lagi which akan jatuh pada akhir bulan ni or minggu pertama bulan 12.
7hb 12-presentation seminar
21hb 12-final presentation FYP..!!

ohh goshhh...masa sangat2 la xcukup..
hurmm...no more movie la jawab nye..
cik aju....xdapat jalan2 dengan ko dah la kalo gini...huuuuuu...
hidup yang sangat disaster....T_____T

ok la nak tenangkan diri n check balik mana kerja kena wat dulu..soobbbss3..
dah la CSC or C++ ni xpaham pe benda pun...camne nak test ni??

lappy oh lappy

dah few weeks dah lappy ni jadi sewel.

tetbe tarikh jadi 2034..

apekah?

jap g tukar jdi 2016 plak..

grrrr...

tapi malas nak g format sebab xske la xde lappy..huhu..

tetbe few minutes ago die wat hal laen plak..

xleh play songs..

what the.... la kan..

bengang betol..so esok mau hantar format.dengan harapan boleh siap cepat..

tapi3...tetbe teringat rabu nak kena hantar assignment C++.

khamis nak kne hantar assignment halal plak.

which due-due xstart lagi...=_=

patutkah hantar jugak or tunggu weekend next week je?

hurmmmmmm

7th semester

lamanya xupdate... bukan de org ksah pun....:p
well2,,dh 4 minggu jgak sem ni start.
sume busy menyiapkan FYP masing2..
tapi...
saya je xbergerak sebab banyak sangat masalah2 sampai saya xde hati nak wat benda alah tu..=_=

dah la makin lama makin tragis je benda2 ni.
hari tu sekli my SV salah paham dengan saya.
penat la duk explain balik n everything untuk menjernihkan keadaan

sekarang lagi sekali plak jadi lagi
which kali ni sebab de 'org' yang salah dengar or xnak paham pe yang saya cakap
pastu pegi cakap laen dekat SV..*grrrr...!*
so right now,at the moments sume salah saya.
fine la..thanks la sangat2 sebab wat saya camni.

xpela.i'll just go with the flow.
kalo result dpat ntah pape,saya tukar je nanti.nasib la k 'org' tu kena repeat semula pasni..
pape pn,thx la sgat2 sebab tambah masalah saya...

ok lah..banyak keje lagi kena wat ni..
see ya..

p/s: xde broadband ni memang susah dapat peluang on9 cam dulu...

the end of semester break?

hari ni 8 september 2012..
pintu masuk UiTM shah alam jammed macam hape..=_=
merase la berjalan kaki masuk dalam kan..
sekarang kat lab.
still no result after 1 month n half wat FYP..
*themm yeww..*
tension jangan cakap la..malam tadi kul 9.30 baru balik dari lab.
pagi ni duk lab lagi..rasa nak giler dah..
especially bile semalam the only syringe for GC jatuh n pecah.
kaca kan..huurrmmm..

totally out of mood.
kolej xdaftar lagi.nak kena angkut barang2 sume lagi..
isnin pagi xde class tapi kena pegi lab nak wat report sal syringe...*sigh*

what a life...:'((

sudah ku bilang

hari ni kembali ke SA.as usual la kan..
hari tu beli tiket kat pekan.tapi dah danis datang amek semalam bawak ke kuantan.
so pagi tadi kul 10.40am dah gerak dari umah sebab serik bai kena tinggal bus.
sekali dah sampai kat bandar,jammed giler..!
damn..
mule2 rilek lagi sebab awal lagi kan.bus kul 11.30.
sekali puas abg ipar pusing jalan laen,still jammed x gerak..grrrr...
call kaunter bus mintak number driver.
cakap2 dengan pak cik tu pastu memang xsempat so pak cik tu suh tukar tiket ke KL je kul 12.30pm.
xpela.redha je dh.huhu..
so officially sudah kena tinggal dengan bus wat kali ke 3..T__T

bazir duit sungguh..
xpela.de rezeki laen nanti kan..insyaAllah..

eh2,nape dengan tajuk tu?
owh.luper.sebenarnye dari hari sabtu saya dah cakap2.hari isnin mesti my SV akan call saya.
sekali tengah hari tadi time tengah tunggu bus die call.
memang xdengar la kan so sorry ye 'mama'..
saya xrela angkat call 'mama' lagi.
esok pagi ye jumpe..=_=.. xikhlas

okla.mau rehatkan mental n fizikal.
kena get ready kan mental n fizikal tuk esok n hari2 seterusnya..zzzzzzzzzzz
eh..salah..hehe.bye2 n wassalam~~