whatever~~

supposely i want to post lyric of yank..but seem tonite somebody make me angry.really2 angry+annoyed with his words,i lost all my mood already..huh..

ok2..
actually i dun know who should be blame for this..but i think i dun even make mistakes by on9.
i dun even take his time,
i dun even use his money..(instead i use my brother's)
i dun even use his laptop
i dun even use his electricity or anything...!!

in fact u use my laptop to book ur flight ticket juz now k?
and also pay the ticket using my brother's card credit..!!
urff..enough bout u lah..juz ruining my beautiful nite..huh...

so what?he purposely make me angry n laugh like that is very funny and still can say that i'm 'merajuk' till i dun want to eat..
hey,i lost my appetite already juz my hearing ur voice in this house lah..huhh....
hurry up morning..i want to go out..
can't stand when he's here..

well...actually there's only one good thing u r here.
it will make my will to go out stronger..!!hahaa...
which i actually want to cancel it but when all of this happen,i want to out of here..at least till evening..:))

owh..so i need to sleep early as i have to wake up early to prepare the food n everything before going out..ouchh..hate it lol..
ok now,time to sleep..:)

gud nite n sweet dreams everyone..
keep smiling..:)

reminder:-no touching2 plz~~

well2...i'm juz another emo girl after all...
so i always being too emotional over juz a very simple thing rite?hee..
which actually nothing wrong or happen..

so reminder to myself for today onwards:-no more touching2 k jannah??

if not,i'm going to slap myself for that..ahhhaa..:p
there's always up n down in everything rite?
life,frenship n also family..
upppsss...not going to make any statement again..:p

ok2..so rite now juz having my holiday at home..which is not my home..hehee..
dun know when will be back to pahang..
my license still not in progress due to money lol..
so can't make any decision..i want to work actually but i dun know where??huuu
still lots in my mind..i dun have any experience in finding job lol..
plus i'm no good at anything..huu...

so how can i settle everything without working??
dun have that answer...

hmm..planning to go to perak has been cancel.again..haishhh..
so sori my bestie can't accompany u in time like this..:(

erk..whatever it is...i want to go out tomorrow..
any1 wanna join me??
coz i'm all alone..;)

y?

why do people always like doing silly things?
you don't want to admit that you were left behind
so deliberately touch that wound
you are not satisfied until you are full with scars..
you're just asking for it...

taken from my lucky star..totally right..:)
think of it..

freehair??

hua3..i'm getting crazy..
out of control already..
all of this pics taken when i'm totally bored n dun know what else to do..:p

wekkss..:p

tido jap..:D

wakakka...totally wasting times..

well..still in doubt..can i go to perak this friday?

erkk..i'm so scared to ask for permissions...huu...

totally lots of things to clear up,convinced n also a bit begging i guess..

which all of these,i'm totally failed when it comes to family..T_T

what to do huh?

juju,thx for calling me..

totally in dilemma whether i can go there or not..*sigh*

SOS..huu...get me out of all these boredness.....

totally holidays~~

wahh..at last settle everything about practical..juz waiting for the result..
hopefully gonna pass it...thats all i want..not more than that..at least not going to repeat anything jek..hee..:)

lots of thanks to my beloved kembar 4 that has totally helped me through all the obstacles in finishing all the works..
especially when finishing the report..
it was totally challenging for me n u all too rite guy n girls?
hee...

opps..stil dun have any pics..especially today's pics..(26th la)
back from shah alam i juz sleep n sleep..wakakka..
totally can't separate me from sleeping n chocs..
owh..love all of thats..
n also cheese..
oh..jannah getting crazy...love lots of things..again n again..hehe..:D

can't stop myself from loving themm..<3<3<3..hehhee..

ok2..close that story.. for everything,i love my fens..even they dun even care how i feel or anything.. jannah,juz love all as long as u still can love them..dun make me hate any1..thats my pray..aminn....:) smiling again..

p/s:-my bestie@my laling,dun be upset about her k..even i dun know anything,i juz want u to be happy n success always..if u need me,juz let me know k..

tomorrow is 26th

weee..tomorrow is 26th april
which is our presentation day for practical training..huu
at last the day come..i'm so happy coz i'm tired doing this report..
keep editing it again na again.
at least when the time has come,i'll juz print it n send them..hahha..:p
i'm so lazy these adays..
dun know y..(erk..i always lazy lol..never being a bit diligent..:p)

haha..whatever it is i'm happy to meet them..my beloved classmates..:D
miss u all so much already.hee...
even dun know that u all do miss me or not,but t'm going to say that i miss u all so much..haha..:D

ok2..now its time to pack things up for tomorrow..
to our driver tomorrow:-drive carefully k n congrats coz u have win ur mum trust to drive us to shah alam tomorrow..sorry coz me n k.ifa can't drive yet..huu.
dun worry,i'll treat u later k..hee..:D

so tonite dun know what to do..coz i'm so full with the murtabak mengkasar..haha..originally from my hometown but now having branch at setapak..yummy..!!:D

ermm...whatelse to say ehh?
i dun think i can get to on9 on specific time later on..huu..
so nothing much i can say now as i dun know how to transfer pics from hp to lappy without that modem...*sigh* (ble la mau beli card reader nih..duit asyk melyg mn2 jekk)
eyh..what the connection of pics can't be transfer with this blog??
i means i wanna put few pics actually.almost months that pics actually...hahaa..dun know when i get the chances..
so will be updating later which is unknown time..huu...
gotta go..bye2..
wish us luck for the presentation and report k.hee..
k daaa...:)

Horrible~~

I hate this..what??

This feeling.this situation...

I have love others enough.. but y others can't??

*sigh*

I really wondering how n what it feel alike to be loved n missed by others..i means by a man..

I really wondering how it feel eh?

I tried everything i could juz to feel it.just for a second.but i failed.

I never get chances to feel them.not like others..

I envy them so much.totally coz i can't feel it.

All i got was loving a man more than everything, missing him like there's nothing more important than that and lastly hurt like being crushed into mashed again n again..

Shut..i hate it..

I ask myself again n again.for these past few years actually:- y can't i be happy like others??after i sacrifices everything i have?? y n y...again n again

but there no answer i found except for:-happiness never mean for me...

then,just take away my breath coz i can't take it anymore.i had suffered enough~~

fullstop

 

p/s:-i wrote this while i'm down.but right now,alhamdulillah i'm totally fine.hope this peaceful stay forever..=)

m0rning~~wee

gud m0rning w0rld..:)
adeh,so hard 2 do update bl0g like this.hard 2 make any smiley n even to enter..shut l0l.f0rget it.hee.dun want 2 ruin tis beautiful m0rning..(which act hd been ruin juz n0w..T_T)

ok2..last nite i've d0ne crazy things again.i repeat AGAIN k.huh..guess wat?i keep c0mmenting on his fb even i n0e he dun like it.(hate maybe)
but as always,hands listened to heart instead of my mind.shut la weh..whatever it is 1thing 4sure he'd fall in l0ve wif a girl.who make him smile,laugh,happy n always accompanying him..i'm glad that he act c0nfess that he had feelings again which when wif me he dun hve any feeling at all.so his heart full wif l0ve n feelings again thats t0tally make me glad.even its n0t 4 me bt at least he's n0t hving 2 much grudge wif girl anym0re..:)
(but i act envy her l0l..haha c0z i tried so hard i mean too hard to make him like tis bt tis girl dun even hve 2 struggle anythg.c0ngrats girl)
so n0w i juz want 2 smile as much as i c0uld c0z i'm d0ne crying n hurting my heart.wee..thx ya Allah..:D

p/s:i f0und ur bl0g la my besfren.haha.thnk wanna kept secret wif me?u can't n i cn juz detect which 1 is u fr0m that 10writers lah..hua3.u r my bestie sure i knew ur style.hee.. N owh,i kn0w ur new nickname..akakaka..t0tally didn't expect it..:D
n owh,thx to is f0r all of th0se helps.thx a l0ts k..:)