giving up~

dun ask me y..
coz i dun know the answer..
all i know right now,i already give up..

everything i do,there must be wrong somewhere or the entire thing were wrong..*sigh*
i dun even have any1 to tell or share what i feel..
the only thing i have right now are my blog n fb..
but still i have to control every single word as it will be misunderstood or maybe taking too serious for what i wrote here..
urff..can't any1 understand that the moment i type the entry,i never think it is right or wrong.all i know i'm typing here to release my tensed or what i feel for that moment.
i repeat,for THAT MOMENT ONLY..!!
not after that.
yes i admit my entry always use harsh words..coz that is me.
the voice that speak from my heart which i do not know whether it is influence by syaitan or emotional only..i really dun know lah..!!
so plz lah dun take serious anything here except i use the word,i repeat or i really mean it or anything else which have same meaning..

so right now,plz lah..as i always not taking seriously anything u guys make fun at me,so plz do the same for me coz i'm a normal human too..have feeling which maybe more sensitive than others..(always,if i take it to heart like touching2 it won't be long as i easily forgive people)

now,i would like to say sorry for each words or anything i did that hurt u or anything i did inappropiately,forgive me k..coz i'm totally a worst girl,a worst fren and also a horrible at making anything...:((

p/s:-yes i'm so down right now but i can;t say anything.yet i know when i type it here,others might think else..*sigh*whatever....i need my tranquility back now..plz ya Allah~~