bad day~

y eh recently my days always bad days..T_T
i feel like crying but i keep it right inside my heart.i control my emotion so much
but today..
i failed again..
n to the worst the tears dropped totally not in the right place..urff..i'm so embarrased actually
but since i can't think properly n don't know what to do at the moment..
*sigh*
i'm having lots of fobia actually..which one of them is being LOST!!!

yes i know for other people i shouldn't be like that.
being too panic n everything
but seriously no one understand how i feel today.
with all the chaos n everything happen i can't hold that tears anymore..:(

but then millions thanks to my bestie n also mr is for helping me out from that situations.
sorry is coz i can't hear whatever u're saying anymore at that moment.huu..but thanks for everything.
to my bestie,thanks a lots for calming me down..huu..seriously at that moment i only can think for getting help from u..huu..see u always help me..but i...*sigh* never done anything for u lah laling..sorry...

hmm..so right now i want to rest..so tired after 2days straight has been choas...:)

p/s:-neway, i totally enjoyed the movie yesterday..iron man 2 besh..!!:D