gonna faint..!!

oh goshh..!!
what am i suppose to do now??
am i ready for this at the moment??
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........!!!
really dun know what to do...huk3...

u drive me crazy..totally..!!

hmm...know y i become like this?
its all due to this 1 guy.
someone who suddenly come back in my life n suddenly say that he love me..!!
oh goshhh..
it so sudden..i thought he's juz playing around.
but3....
he already claimed me as his wife to his fren..!!ok..thats fine for joke only.
but when he said he miss me n love me over n over again,i totally speechless..
really dun know what to do..
seriously i'm gonna faint.everytime u call,my heart was like pulled out from my chest..!
gosshhh....this guy totally make me crazy..

its not that i dun like u.ok.honestly i already start to like u..
i repeat.LIKE..
for this moment its not LOVE yet..
y?itsn't this is what i'm want before??
yes..i know i really want to be love again.but totally didn't expect it so fast at this moment..!!
waaaaaa....dun know what to do.
my heart still doubt it coz it just recovering from the cuts before..
i'm so afraid...i'm so afraid..for reall..!!

AM I READY FOR THIS AT THIS MOMENTS????

*sigh*
it is just another test or it is another luck or 'rahmat' for me??
i really dun know...
to am,if only u read this i know it will hurt u a lots..
but..as i said last nite,i dun deserved a good guy like u....:(
coz i'm a bad girl after all..

to beb,sorry coz keep making u worried due to this...seriously i dun know what to do...


p/s:-y i LOVE always make me crazy??ya Allah..plz tell me what to do???
should i accept him or just say no?but,i really dun want to disappointed him as i know how bad it hurt...