what should i do??

OMG....
i really dun know what to do now..:((
*sigh*
*sigh*

it really hard now..
above all..i juz want u to know i really2 dun wan to loose u in my life
coz u r my strength each time i fall.
u always there for me.
cheer me up.
help me in every single thing...
but...
there's things we need to clarify first..
hope u can understand it later..

n if only u can accept it,then i'll absolutely say yes without doubt at all...
but for this moment..i dun have that strength to tell u yet..
give me a lil bit time..
n i hope u won't leave me coz i'm dead without u.
like i told u too many times before.
i really can;t imagine life without u....

n if u can't accept it..all i'm begging u is,don't leave me....:((
i also can understand if u can't accept it coz i know u.
but plz.if u hate me,dun be too long....coz i always need u...always...

what if

what if....

for more than 4 years people around u saying the same thing to u over n over again

which u did denied it each time..

its not that u want to run away from the statement or u r trying to make any differences from others.

but its true what u r deniying...

until..

untill..



one day.u r so scared if it might come true coz peoples say,words is our pray..

so all theses words for this 4 years,are they prayer??

n is Allah r going to granted it??

goshhh...

i dun wan it to happen..

i know people say its not a wrong thing instead it a good thing for me.

BUT...

i can't bear the consequences if it really happen and then failed.

not now.not then



only i know it..

coz it means everything to me..

all this while i juz ignore it coz i thought it won't n NEVER happen.even a bit.

but now i doubt it..

a lot...*sigh*



so what to do??

lately it makes me wonder a lot.n i hate this feeling.misery~~

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	NV Toner Treatment No 1
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	Zara Rejuvenation Cream
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	Krim Malam Rahsia Rimba
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	Reena's Astringen Lanjutan
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	EETYE Whitening Cream
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	Phyto-Hape
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	Etumax Eurycoma Active Plus
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	Bodybeaus
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	Nama produk
	Ju Purt Jen Chin Yen (Cap Fuu Cheng)
	Bionex
	Edoly Kapsul
	Pronoton
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	ML Viraken capsule
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	Primalex
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	Xanthium plus
	Slimway Herbs

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p/s:-xbce hbs lg..sje2 post.if any mistake on the list or any update,let me know..:) .GTG..lots of works to do..

days to count~~

its 27th sept already..

means 3more weeks to go with full of tests,presentations,assignments n of course lab reports..!!

*sigh*

ok..

this week having 3 tests with one quiz..

but then suddenly feeling not well..T_T

sore throat,body's temp rise n suddenly diarrhea today...

adoih..

plz..dun wanna to fall sick untill end of this sem.

n of course not on my convo day..:D

when is the day?its on 1st december 2010..:)

but then i really dun know my family are going to come or not...hmm..i think they can't come as its on wednesday..its ok..but really hope my beb will come..:p

ok..

next story..

recently having camwhore but can't post any of them.why?

its all taken while free hair..:p y?coz i got new hair..so its kindda excited..:D

ok.fine.i'm not having beautiful hair.

so its has to be really lucky or else i might be 'on off' like others..:p

next story..

suddenly he upload pics on fb after long time..n guess what he's not in malaysia..

oh jannah.plz stop being like this..really hope i can forget him quickly..

those memories..hmmm

i know the only way to forget him is falling in love with someone else..

BUT..no way..i'm not going to let my heart hurted again..

well..lets time decide..:)

for this time being...juz let me love all my frens n my besties only...:)

3.30am 10th sept 2010

night of eid.purposely wear my mum's scarf..:p my face become funny..so dun know whether i'm going to change into this or not..hahha..

p/s: 3more days to go n i think i'm facing lots of tests already....keep being strong..:)

after so long

already back to sentul..
cehh..not back to pahang yet.hmm..
i really hope i'll back to pahang this eid..REALLY3..
coz i want to meet my beb n others..
my mum,plz say yes.huk3..
i'm a bit worried when i read my sister's comment on fb today..
'xsure blik ke x.sbb mak mcm nk stay KL.so tmn die kot'

she's commenting with her fren.then i was like,erkkkk...so it wasn't confirmed yet after all..
haishh..i was already planned a lots of things..confirming with them that i'm back for this eid.,but suddenly it became like this..*sigh* juz hoping my mum will agree to back to pekan..plz mum..dun do this to me..:(

ok..now back to title..
well..today i'm so tired carrying my bags from college to class then to sentul..haaha..i was like 'pelarian' n people keep staring at me coz no one bring 'beg blik kg' to class except me..:P
even my lecturer noticed me n laugh a bit..haha..sorry madam coz i came to ur class like that today...
then when reach home i slept in front of tV till 1850..goshh..
after breaking fast,i sleep till 2300++..uppss....
then thats the reason i'm still up to this moments..
adeh..even i already have plan to go out tomorrow but i dun sleep yet.huhu..
hopefully i won't be bad mood tomorrow...hopefully lah..
its first time meet n dun even tell my bestie yet about it..adehh..tomorrow morning can eh??huhuu
but dun worry.i'll be back before 7pm.i'm gonna make sure i'm home before 6.30pm..insyaAllah..so dun worry k lalink...beb too..plz dun worry too much..
*sorry for what happened tonite..haishh..*

now my mind keep thinking lots of things.things about schools..
which in my life.i only know 4 schools..
1. my tabika KEMAS..:p
2. sekolah kebangsaan ahmad
3. sekolah menengah kebangsaan ahmad
n of course my memorable school ever
MRSM KKB..:D

opps..its already 4.30am..so gonna have to wait for the sahur.weh..i'm so hungry now coz last nite i didn't eat rice.juz 1 date,a glass of water n a bowl of 'pengat pisang'..then i already sleep..huhu..
so now i want to eat rice..hehe..
erk..my bmi has increased.while others decreasing their weight but i'm the one who gain weight..huhu..but today i dun care..still wanna eat rice a lots..:p

p/s:-well.i done blog walking to an old fren's blog today.i lost her url actually so does she.so now gonna keep it.dun wanna lost contact again..:)

dun know~

its 3.20am now..T_T
what am i doing rite now??adeh..
still wake up..why?
coz i already sleep from 2100 till 2310..hmmm
why?
it has become one of my habit nowadays..huk3..
n then i can't sleep till now..
heh..my eyes already sleepy now.
but if i sleep now,will i easily wake up for the 'sahur'??
totally question mark there..haha..
so what to do?
ok..
lets finish this crap entry then go to sleep..
hopefully my eyes can easily open on 0500
n owh..its juz another less than 100minutes from now..!!
GTG..:p

fasting month~~

counting days to back home

counting days to back pahang..

counting days to meet old frens...

lots of things in my mind...hmm...

have to face tests,quizes,lab reports and classes first..!!huu...:|

today(28/8/10)

having a great day..peace..V^_^V

thx to my......

sorry can't write here..above all,thx a lots...:)

for everything..

i know i will never found another person like u in my life..ever...thats one thing i can guaranteed..*wink*

haha..stop it.or else u all will think different..nahh..right now,i juz love all my frens n my family..no more special person for a while..

wish i can stay stronger a bit longer coz i dun want to be hurt again after all..:)

thx to both my besties that keep giving me advices n always n always lend me ur shoulder each time i need them..thx lalink,thx beb..:)

i know nothing can i do to pay back...

ok3..now lets story bout this fasting month..

hmm..i think it a bit better than two years before..well..that time i was totally a bad girl.

but this year,i won't repeat it again...ever...

but still i need advices n reminder always from people around me..especially from my besties..

will ya both of u stay with me always??plz3...really dun know what will happen if i loose one of u..huhu..

had enough losing 2 of my besties before..not these another two..

n thx a lots for keep staying with me..thx3...

thats all i can say..i know it never enough..:)

well...times to sleep..tomorrow got to finish all those work.n do some cal exercise like today..:) i'm back to love cal because of u lalink..thx..:))

p/s:-adeh..can't stop calling u lalink.maybe i'll stop it when u already give me sis in law..huhu..hopefully la..:p

FSG..!!

last nite:- totally can't believe i'm a member of FSG..
know what FSG mean here?supposely fakulti sains gunaan.but then its turned to be FAKULTI SKEMA GILER...!!!
shut gle3...

even the nerdy are the best shouter last nite n us????juz stared at others having fun all nite long..>_< whatever it is already finish our crazy week.so this weekend wanna have my rest..:) today:- sleeping n sleeping with them..haha..wasting time..:D mood right now: bored+ sleepy.. dun know what to do..lazy to do works..:p

p/s:-done sleeping all day long..wanna go n do something..huhu..fb,u always reveal me with few shocking news..haishh~~