ti amo troppo..:)

wee...
seriously u're my everything lalink..:)

oh3..lack of idea to type here coz i'm so happy..
above all,thx a lots for the time..
n everything lalink..

well..
its totally weird but guess i'm getting used to it. coz i'll always say
ti amo troppo..:))

*ok stop.mari stdy..sye suda angau sama kamoo..:p haha..*

My life would s**k without you

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Baby I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

p/s:- specially dedicated to my lalink.....*abaikn rangkap 1st.laen2 sume dedicated to u*

sorry

i wish u read this.
sooner or later...
right now.
i'm deeply apologise to u my lalink..
hope u'll contact me later coz i need u.

i'm so sorry for everything i have done to u..
so sorry..
dun know how to get u back..
wish...
things will back like before.
haish...


reminder for myself:- next time,dun be too emosional.see what happen???sorry my lalink....:(

missing u a lots...

adeh...hate myself for being like this..

well,i should have knew it that he's going to be very busy

but still i keep on asking too much from him..*sigh*

silly me..sorry my lalink..didn't mean it.

now,my heart control my mind.not the other way around.so its going to be a very difficult thing for u..n for myself also...:

ok..lets get used to it.

like i promise to u.

i will

but

i'm gonna need lots of time to do it..

especially when i'm having too much pressure to finish my assignments n tests..

n i dun have u to story everything like before...:(

p/s:- emo2 girl is always in me..:p

busy weeks ahead..T_T

ok..
5tests
2presentations
4lab reports
assignments...

urff..
then its final exam..!!
wahhh....i'm totally getting crazy here..:((
lalink..
help me..........

*adeh..sorry..ngade lbh2 lak skrg..*

lets do works..!!
focus plz..

yes,i do..:D

:)) :)) :)

to my lalink...
thx 4 making me happy..:D

well..its juz being official last nite.
or didn't it count yet eh?:p
*kidding*

well..today i had a very bad test with stomachache..
i dun know how's the result will be..so juz let it be..

to my beb..
sorry for not telling u by call last nite..
i'll call u later k...

ok..now its time for class..
see ya another few more hours...:p

7th 0ct 2010....22.40++...:)
tq lalink..n sorry for being too sensitive...dun run from me..!!hahaha..

what should i do??

OMG....
i really dun know what to do now..:((
*sigh*
*sigh*

it really hard now..
above all..i juz want u to know i really2 dun wan to loose u in my life
coz u r my strength each time i fall.
u always there for me.
cheer me up.
help me in every single thing...
but...
there's things we need to clarify first..
hope u can understand it later..

n if only u can accept it,then i'll absolutely say yes without doubt at all...
but for this moment..i dun have that strength to tell u yet..
give me a lil bit time..
n i hope u won't leave me coz i'm dead without u.
like i told u too many times before.
i really can;t imagine life without u....

n if u can't accept it..all i'm begging u is,don't leave me....:((
i also can understand if u can't accept it coz i know u.
but plz.if u hate me,dun be too long....coz i always need u...always...

what if

what if....

for more than 4 years people around u saying the same thing to u over n over again

which u did denied it each time..

its not that u want to run away from the statement or u r trying to make any differences from others.

but its true what u r deniying...

until..

untill..



one day.u r so scared if it might come true coz peoples say,words is our pray..

so all theses words for this 4 years,are they prayer??

n is Allah r going to granted it??

goshhh...

i dun wan it to happen..

i know people say its not a wrong thing instead it a good thing for me.

BUT...

i can't bear the consequences if it really happen and then failed.

not now.not then



only i know it..

coz it means everything to me..

all this while i juz ignore it coz i thought it won't n NEVER happen.even a bit.

but now i doubt it..

a lot...*sigh*



so what to do??

lately it makes me wonder a lot.n i hate this feeling.misery~~