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Sunday, July 15, 2012

entry yang membosankan :p

semalam kami ramai2 kuar lepak kat Alam Sentral je.
motif utama mau karoake.
tapi pergi isi perut dulu dekat KFC.hehe.
then baru pergi karoke.

pastu jalan2 jap, then balik
hahaa..macam boring je kan..:p
kemalasan melanda tapi nak update jugak..hahaa..

hari ni bermalasan di bilik.
then pindah bilik baru pastu layan movie n sembang2.
asyik gelak je sebab ramai2 kan.
sekarang tengah tunggu kawan beli kan makanan.hehe.

mau makan dengan mereka.hehe..
malam ni nak pergi rumah kawan dah..
esok pagi2 nak jumpe supervisor dah.
so xtau la ape perkembangan FYP ni..
kite tunggu and lihat jela k..
ok la.see ya..

Thursday, July 12, 2012

last paypeerrr2~~

sila baca tajuk dengan nada johan dalam Lawak Ke Der?? :P
ye.esok last paper untuk exam sem ni.
tapi,sindrom last paper melanda2..
grrrr...
apekah sindrom itu??
xmau bace notes,bace pun xfokus,otak fikir benda2 laen nak wat nanti
n paling penting KEMALASAN melande2..
ehh..memang saya pemalas pun kan selama ni..:p

ok la.xde pape nak citer.just nak cakap isnin pagi dah start wat FYP.
jadi berkampung di lab dari pagi sampai malam..

erkk..kalo dah lepas pukul 10.30 malam mne de bus nak balik umah sewa.camne ni??
xde ke sape2 bermurah hati nak bagi pinjam kete kat saya tuk sebulan ni??:P

Sunday, July 8, 2012

janji tinggal....part 2

wah kau.siap de part 2 lagi..:p
siyes lepas saya merempan kat FB dengan status:

"jutaan 'terima kasih' sebab wat saya gini ye.nasib la de kawan2 yang baek hati n memahami lagi.sabar jela hati~~"

pastu merempan plak dekat blog ni kan tadi.
alih2 xsampai sejam setengah dapat mesej dari diorang.
cakap nanti akan bagi barang tu secepat mungkin.
funny kan manusia2 zaman2 sekarang..tapi xpela.alhamdulillah kalo dah nak setel hal ni kan.syukran ya Allah sebab rezeki saya sentiasa ada lagi.
betol la orang kate rezeki anak YP ni xkan putus.cume cepat atau lambat je..


mintak maaf sebab sangat2 la emo tadi kan..
eh2..ke diorang bace bende ni ye??
mamposss...hahaa..

janji tinggal....??

sebelum cuti seminggu ritu (26th JUNE-3rd JULY 2012)
saya ade la mintak tolong dengan 2 orang ni.
ye memang benda tu bukan sepenuhnya milik saya sebab itu cume pinjaman.
tapi wat masa ni itu hak saya..
*eh3..siyes plak ayat kan..:p*

xdela.saya mintak tolong baek2 sebab saya nak guna.
bukan saya berjoli pun.tapi memang kena guna untuk macam2.
tu pun sem ni saya xde pegi jalan2 sangat.siyes banyak giler kurang nak banding dengan sem2 dulu.
kalo kuar pun mostly sume de kawan2 yang baek hati belanje bayar everything.
dah tu xkan setiap kali kuar kena mintak orang support kot.kang dari support de dapat pelempang.ye dok?
*ok emo lagi di situ*

ntah la.wat mase ni siyesly rase sangat3 la kecik hati dengan diorang.
tengok la tarikh cuti tu dengan kalendar sekarang.dah sebulan lebih kan.
mane janji diorang sebanyak 3 kali nak bagi tu?
habuk pun xde..siyes saya dah wat muke tembok giler2 hidup atas ihsan kawan2.
ye bukan semua wat perangai camtu.de je yang xlupe tanggungjawab setiap bulan kat saya.terima kasih banyak2.
tapi wat yang 2 orang ni,saya betul2 kecewa dengan perangai diorang.janji tinggal janji je...

xpela.ni ujian wat saya lagi tengah2 minggu exam ni.xpela terima jela kan.
tapi..
jangan salahkan saya kalo dah terbit rase benci n xde hati nak cakap baek2 dengan korang nanti.
jangan sampai saya langsung xnak tengok muke.jangan..
sebab tu akan menyebabkan saya jadi kurang ajar nanti.
tapi xpela kan.mungkin tu yang diorang nak sebab saya xcontact diorang macam dulu2.
bukan xnak contact tapi masa xmengizinkan.kalo contact just nak cari gaduh watpe betol x??
so xpela.saya dah mesej 3 kali dari semalam..kalo still mereka memilih nak mendiamkan diri,terpulang la kan..
Allah knows the best after all.so sabarlah hati.
wat jela muka tembok n hati kering dengan sume orang demi hidup tuk beberapa bulan ni je lagi..
walaupun dalam hati menangis xberhenti2 kan...:|

p/s: xbaek bersangka buruk kat orang tapi kalo dah tunggu sebulan lebih tapi still xde hasil,mane xpk bukan2 kan??



Saturday, July 7, 2012

planning cuti sem

dari awal sem plan nak wat intersesi@short sem tuk C++
pastu dah minggu terakhir sem ni tetbe kuar notis yang subjek tu de kat arau jek..
terus cancel sebab nak stay sini wat FYP.

pastu ingat nak stay jap je belajar few things.then bulan puasa tolong niaga kat bazar.
sekali berapa hari lepas akak master tu cakap die nak jugak saya tolong die + start terus research kitaorang sama2 sebab banyak giler benda nak kena wat.
mase tu sangat la pening.duit xde nak stay kolej lama2.
hello sehari RM7.50 ok.kalo sebulan dah berapa ratus kan..
so sangat la susah hati so decide xboleh tolong.
pastu semalam die mesej lagi cakap saya memang kena ade jugak n die amek saya jadi RA die..*gulp*
banyak kerja la jawabnye kan.
so fikir2 balik,baek start jela.
tapi sebab duit sangat2 la probs besar so mintak tolong kawan tanye bleh x stay umah sewa die time cuti ni
saya bayar la tuk umah tu time cuti ni.
so die setuju..
memang bersyukur sangat2 la kan.
kurang sket beban kat situ..:)

cume sekarang kena habiskan final n start pahamkan method FYP sebab last paper 13hb.16hb dah kena start wat research..huhu..susah jgk kan.tapi xpela.mungkin ni yang terbaek.
harap2 lepas ni sume berjalan dengan lancar..*aamiin3*

ok la.tengah mencari mood nak study tuk 2 paper ni sebenarnye..huhuu

Monday, July 2, 2012

one more night



"One More Night"

You and I go hard at each other like we're going to war.
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the door.
You and I get so damn dysfunctional, we stopped keeping score.
You and I get sick, yeah, I know that we can't do this no more.

But baby there you go again, there you go again, making me love you.
Yeah, I stopped using my head, using my head, let it all go.
Got you stuck on my body, on my body, like a tattoo.
And now I'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid, crawling back to you.

So I cross my heart and I hope to die
That I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But I'll only stay with you one more night


Trying to tell you "no" but my body keeps on telling you "yes".
Trying to tell you to stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath.
I'd be waking up in the morning, probably hating myself.
And I'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell.

But baby there you go again, there you go again, making me love you.
Yeah, I stopped using my head, using my head, let it all go.
Got you stuck on my body, on my body, like a tattoo.
And now I'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid, crawling back to you.

So I cross my heart and I hope to die
That I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But I'll only stay with you one more night

Yeah, baby give me one more night [x3]

But baby there you go again, there you go again making me love you.
Yeah, I stopped using my head, using my head, let it all go.
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I cross my heart and I hope to die
That I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But I'll only stay with you one more night
(Yeah, baby give me one more night)

So I cross my heart and I hope to die (yeah, yeah)
That I'll only stay with you one more night (yeah, yeah)
And I know I said it a million times (yeah, yeah)
But I'll only stay with you one more night (yeah, yeah)

Sunday, July 1, 2012

responsibility

i just got call from my sister.*sigh*
why eh some men nowadays do not know how to take responsibilities?
its your RESPONSIBILITY as a husband,father and brother ok.
why it is so hard to THINK before you act or make decisions?

i really don't understand you lah.
it give me headache when i heard about it.
i know i'm the youngest but still i got right to say it.
i don't mind if you want to call me 'kurang ajar' or what-so-ever lah.
all i want you to do right now,THINK about your wife,your CHILDS,your coming baby in few more weeks and also OUR SIBLINGS..!!
you're a family for so many years already so please do play your role in it..!

p/s:- when i'm typing in english it so meaning that i'm so angry/depressed/dissappointed.got it guy??

EDITED: i know nobody perfect and everyone made mistakes from time to time but be responsible for your mistakes and make an effort to made it up. don't blame others if they don't want to back home anymore after this not even for eid...*how i wish i could say this right to your face now*

eh2..its not funny la weh..

ni baru je jadi tadi.
imagine korang jarang sket nak add/approve friend request kat FB.
except orang yang betul2 kenal la kan.
tapi ade la few times mood malas nak check satu2 sape yang add sebab dari last 1 month camtu segala childhood friends duk add2 sume.xkan la xnak approve even mostly xingat langsung pasal diorang kan.
so end up accept je kalo nampak mutual friends 2-3 ketol budak2 sekolah lame.
pastu tetbe jumpe la few junior/senior yang memang kenal dari dulu tapi baru nak add kat FB,mestila add and approve kalo diorang add kan.
tapi sebab kadang2 busy *poyo je ni* and xsempat check,approve je sume dulu.
pastu langsung xtegur pun kat FB*ok ni memang bese la bagi saya*


then dah lame gilerrrrrr tetbe tengah malam dapat chat dari salah seorang orang2 di atas la.
first mati2 ingat die ni my batch la kat KKB sebab nama sama ok.except nama bapak la tapi bukan ingat kan..
ni mule2 die send la


Him: salam. hye

awal2 ok je.so reply la sume kan.
sekali die senyap.pastu tengok eh..sape mamat ni?asal muke xfamiliar langsung kan.
so bukak la profile die.eh3..memang aku xkenal nih.
check info die..KKB.tapiii graduate 2007.
owh.my junior.tapiii *lagi sekali* aku xkenal la die ni.check la photo plak.sah aku xkenal muke ni..=_=

pastu saya cakp sorry sebab xkenal n tanye die my junior ke.then baru die cakap sorry2 salah orang sume la kan.so xpela.saya ok je..

pastu saya pun tanye la neway ni batch ...... *budak batch die yang saya kenal* ke?pastu die pelik2.so cakap la KKB sume kan..

    • HIM: 
      ouh. 
      batch *****?

  • 22 minutes ago
    Nja Jannah
    • yup.form 5 pn class die

  • 21 minutes a
    • HIM:
      xnk tahu pun
    • kelas dgn dia ke tak
    • hahaa

  • 21 minutes ago
    Nja Jannah
    • ok
  • 20 minutes ago

    • HIM:
      tapi klu pasal u
    • nak bgtau takpe
    • hahahahaa

  • 19 minutes ago
    Nja Jannah
    • papelah..nk smbg stdy..

bye..salam


sakit hati weh bace.aku dah la xkenal ko.pastu aku dah cakap ko junior aku.sekali ko cakap gitu..its not funny la weh...
saya cakap 1 class dengan someone tu pun sebab die sebut name budak tu.so assume die kenal budak tu kan.so saje jela nak cakap 1 class time form 5.sekali cam harem ko kan..*eh3..ayat dah jadi sewel.jap saya jap aku ko..=_=*
xdela.xlawak pun la k..sebab langsung xkenal pun..siap before tu die duk sorry2 sebab salah orang sume.pastu tetbe gatal plak.ntah pape..
ok lah.malas nak layan.siyes Xsuker orang camtuh.rase nak remove ke block terus lagi elok..ahahah..:p